In a message dated 2/7/2004 3:17:57 PM Eastern Standard Time,
tj5057@... writes:

We got home later, and after being yelled at, ignored, even laughed
at, I lost my temper. There was a baseball cap on the table and I
picked it up and threw it at him without even thinking. I was so
angry. Now ofcourse, he's not speaking to me... won't touch me or
even look at me. I feel like nothing. I feel like the biggest piece
of sh*t on the planet. If he can't forgive me that's fine... I would
completely understand. But I can't handle the "coldness". I love
him, and right now I feel like he hates my gutts. It hurts so bad
that it's difficult to breath.
You aren't seeing that he set you up for this. You reacted, which is what we
do when we don't understand what is going on. Please read the book
"Co-Dependent" It gave me a new me.

Yoli


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