Hello, i'm Solace. I have many odd phobias but most are short lived, lasting a
few days or
weeks, only to pass on to a new fear. I recognize that many of my fears are
unrealistic but
not all the time. I have waves of clarity, and silences where I think nothing is
wrong with me
and that the whole world must be mentally ill, because I certainly am not. (and
I'm not saying
that having a collection of odd phobias means you are mentally ill. Perhaps
sinking into
madness is only another fear of mine.)

I often hate those moments of clarity because then I realize that this is not
considered
'normal' and then I want to hide. I have a psychiatrist appointment very soon
and I am
debating on telling him the truth about my odd fears and everything else or
lying and telling
him i'm fine.

I'm not sure how things work around here so if i'm doing it wrong you'll have to
tell me.