I ally have no idea specificaly what it is called, save that i have
adhd too and i get social anxiety disorder, my worst fear though as a
modern free thinking quite sassy lass, and i feel criminally
embarrased about it, erm oh perhaps i shouldn't. Sorry i forget i am
so used to be on a forum where i am known i forget that people maybee
phobic of something maybee considerd icky. but i am fearfully afraid
*sigh* i want to mention it but i cant formulate the words as its
feals shamefull ..do you know what i meen. Anyhow my nmae for you all
to relate to is serendipity its the use name i use for stuff. I hope
when i do erm tell all no one will think the worst of me as i have
been trying to get help for it but simply put i have met an angry wall
of disbelif and perhaps veiled disgust. what id when i get really
scared though is get out one of my crush grippers , i can do a 200
pound resistance gripper. and grip and crush till my hands are to
tired to do any more and i usually banish my fear. if you want any
more info if yo think it will help you then i'll send some. My phobia
stems from childhood abuse, currentely i am using a pseudonym hear,
forgive me,i am really not a nasty person or a weirdo..i suppose i get
used to being labeld as such. I hope the people can understand that
and the person behingd the name is a gentle loving christian who is
married but somewhat anxious and depressed right now.

lots of kind thoughts and fealings from serendipity