Well family thought I'd say hello to everyone I've just got
back from another road trip, if i had den mention it before i
will now I'm a truck driver and as you very well known it keeps
me on the road a great dill it was very hard in the begin making
room for my drugs or my family and drugs winning out over everyone
nine out of ten times well you no the drill but that was ten years
three sponsor ago and a hold lot of pain and getting to no whom i was
with out the drugs that was my life for over twenty years that
really hard stuff to dill with, so her i stand family naked an rough
strip of all my madness what you have before you is a middle aged
addict one dozes relapse six years clean the last year was pretty
rough and i put myself on methadone after doing some talking with wife
and sponsor we thought it best instead of loosing the clean time
and going through another relapse and all its destructive BS that goes
with it fore month into this and all i have are some side affect
that i don't like but have to dill with the side affect instead of
a relapse I'll take the side affect first.