Hi everyone,
This may seem an unusual request, but I am working on gathering together some people who were formerly TTOs, but who fell around the time of Atlantis.
Here is a questionnaire I have prepared. I am aware of some of you who are already here, and have corresponded with in private emails, but there may be more of you within the three hundred members who never say anything.
QUESTIONNAIRE;
Do you feel that you do not belong to this time?
AA - I'm not sure if I can say I don't belong here, but I feel that everyone around me (co-workers and loved ones) have no idea of what is life to leave for. From low earning peoples (those who struggle to survive) to those wearing suits inside big corporations seems to be strange to me. I sometimes ask myself, why my mind is connected to something else but this world is still enjoying things here which I have very little attraction. I walk everyday with a feeling that I'm a teacher of something. Maybe I don't really belong here.
Do you seem to remember Atlantis?
AA - I have no clear clear picture of Atlantis, though I remember I met a person in my dreams who seems to be from other worlds and knows me well. He is a human being but came from a higher civilization and very happy to ask how Am doing. I'm 5' 7" but he is about 6' 1".. There were times he called my name right in my ears but nothing more than that. I know that I think more advanced than average people I meet everyday, every month and years. However, it seems I have no one to speak out my mind except spiriitually inclined peoples. There were times I feel that I had some sort of big responsibilities in my previous lifetimes. It could be about art and survival expertise in times of conflict and hunger.
Do you believe that you might be a "Walk in"?
AA - yes, I feel I'm a stranger here but I don't understand why I have to take so much effort to find "souls of my kind". Why I'm here and have to undergo hard labor to survive? Speaking from the heart, there are only 2 - 3 persons in the user group who talks things that interest me aside from you Curtis. It seems that there are other members as well who do not talk or share much, but they seem to be there and aware.
Are you in constant pain, especially your spine?
AA-I'm in constant pain but more on nape. My lower back aches only when I'm sewing clothes. My profession occupies most of time and reason why I feel that there is negative force that prevents from awaken. I'm still doing kundalini meditation. I can feel that it is going to rise and explode at any moment because my legs, root are always burning though my jobs is eating up my time. I feel the need to have a power to do the "things" I"m missing in this lifetime but I don't know when.
Do you feel you might be dying from something, but no one knows what?
AA - I'm not sure about that but I have a bad alllergy aside from bone dislocations I acquired when I was young. When allergy strikes it punish me just like a slave.
Do you feel it is important to do something before 2012?
AA - I knew about 2012 from reading, but your recent reply to one of the members validated that my understanding is correct. Yes, it is important to do something before it comes. I'm taking my chance to be one among those who will stay on the "filter" .Otherwise I'll be subjected to another cycle of fogetfullness again. There is nothing for me to be here aside from liberation. Being here is like watching a film I've seen dozens of times.
Do you feel that somehow, you are a key player in all of this?
AA - Yes I do. Remember I said before that I want to be a spiritual worker. My desire to help awaken humanity has been with me before I turned 29 years old. Now I'm 42 and found your website by "grace" . I feel very sad seeing eventualities taking place but I'm stuck and has to go certain training and wait. By Grace I just lost my job and had the opportunity to sit around the house and answer this questionaire. Offers for a new job are waiting inspite of recession. This is one of the most important part of this lifetime. Curtis, my tears are falling. Thanks for everything.
Sincerely,
Alex A
Please respond if any of this seems familiar to you. Ether post here on the Bulletin Board, or email me at; time.travelers. org@gmail. com
It is very important!
Thanks,
Curtis