Hi C

Disenchanted? No way. Just self-absorbed I guess - even though I
always read what comes thru the BB. Sorry for not being in touch
more!

I have to admit, that I did raise an eyebrow after reading the
excerpt about the Pope. I guess in the past, I saw TimeTravelers as
focusing on self development - with switching channels and OEM,
being the pinnacle of this work. In that way, it was so different
from most other 'philosophies'. For me, TT has always been about
personal development, personal empowerment and personal
responsibility. Even though sometimes it did seem a bit 'Butterfly
Effect' in trying to break out of a 'Groundhog Day' type loop and
I'm not certain whether, in a 'Donnie Darko' kinda way, some things
are just predestined and all we cld really do is go into cruise
control and embrace the journey called life.

Trying to stay 'awake' using OEM and using 'switching channel's
constantly. So in the last 3-4 years, my life has basically turned
around. After years of turmoil, I finally find myself in a healthy
relationship, living in a place I feel comfortable, in a job that
I'm passionate about. All isnt perfect by any means - esp since my
ex-wife has returned to Trinidad with our 2 lil boys in tow. I miss
them terribly. But on balance, my reality is one that is fair and
positive as I have now taken responsibility for what I
experience.... Thx for helping me find this path.

How are you?

Love and light

derren


Curtis Jackson <curtis.l.jackson@...> wrote:
Hey Derren!

I was worried about you, thought perhaps you were disenchanted with
me or something?
I hope you are doing well.  If you get a chance, post to the
Bulletin Board.
time-travelers@yahoogroups.com
I am sure that some old timers their would be glad to hear from you.

Things are fairly balanced with me, kind of on cruise control. 

Talk to ya,

Curtis

On 11/17/05, Derren H Joseph <derren43@...> wrote:
hi c

hope all is well with you.  i'm still tryin to positively influence
my reality. 


many blessings

d


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