I just have a question that I have been trying to figure out on my own
but I havent gotten an answers and it is just leaving me frustrated
and confused and just numb about the whole thing. I know I dont come
on here very often so I know I really dont have a right to get any
response from any of you but i hope that someone will.

My question is that what do you do when on the inside you still have
times where you want to go and binge and purge because either someone
said something or you felt a certain way or you just wanted to escape
but it has been a year since you have done it but you still have those
urges? Will they ever go away or is it something that will be a
struggle for me forever?