Dear Steve, keep up the good work, 19 years how does that work? Sorry to
hear about your loss. Maybe, I will see you sometime. Don't you love being
CLEAN! Ramsey


>From: sskatz21@...
>Reply-To: thejellyfish@yahoogroups.com
>To: thejellyfish@yahoogroups.com, gateway-wsp@yahoogroups.com
>Subject: [thejellyfish] Celebrating 19 Years on an Emotional Rollercoaster
>Date: Thu, 12 Jan 2006 18:22:05 EST
>
>I woke up this morning filled with gratitude to be able to celebrate 19
>years
>clean today. It was another beautiful crisp Colorado morning filled with
>sunshine as I drove to work looking at the Rockies and feeling so grateful
>to be
>clean another day. There are so many loving people in my life today and I
>knew
>I would get many emails and phone calls to share in my celebration of
>recovery.
>I opened the first email to find out that a dear friend of mine from our
>music scene who some of you may have had the pleasure of knowing, Missy
>Baron,
>died in a horrible car accident in Nevada yesterday. What a way to start
>the day.
>Missy was the person whose smile lit up the room and whose dancing and zest
>for life were contagious. So today, I receive a phone call of love, hope
>and
>joy from my sponsor, sponsees and friends, mixed with calls of other
>friends
>grieving over the loss of Missy. This loss reminds me to not only be
>grateful for
>bring clean today but also to be grateful that I am alive to see today.
>
>Today I have a program that lets me feel these emotional highs and lows to
>their fullest and not have to medicate them.
>Peace and Hugs,
>Steve K