Ok~see if any of you have ever experienced this: Im sitting there,doing
fine,not thinking any weird thoughts and then all of a sudden you
think,wow this isnt over,Im still not right,I still dont feel
normal,and that leads you to feel bad again? Does this happen with
panic attacks? I mean dont get me wrong,I did have all the physical
symptoms this summer,actually thats all my attacks used to be up until
last month.And another thing,Is it possible for me to have like a
chemical or hormonal imbalance?Because all these weird thought
processes usually flare up and get bad right around the time Im
supposed to start my period.And then last month,right after it
came,maybe 2 days later,all the thoughts/weird-feelingness just seemed
to kinda go away.And of course,my flows are beginning to be later and
later because (for last month and this month) because when all the
weird thoughtage starts up,I stress and freak and dwell on it,and I
think that causes them to be late.Urgh.Im in such a bad state right
now.it sucks.I just dont feel myself anymore.urgh.~meg