hello alL!! I just came here about a couple days ago and just
wanted to share with you guys a little about myself!!
Ive been having panic attacks ever since i was in 4th grade. Im in
10th now.. so its been about 6 years.. Up until a couple months ago
i have been able to deal with life and just get through it with my
attacks..
But one day i was in band class and i was bhaving a bad panic
attack.. I felt as if i couldnt breathe and i couldnt sit still and
just had to get out.. so everyone in the class was laughing at me
and going whats wrong with her?? shes crazy she cant even sit
still!! Ever since then ive had agoraphobia.. i cant go anywhere
unless its outside, because im afraid ill get a pnaic attack and not
be able to cope.. and people will laugh at me and start to stare..
(which is anothe thing, i HATE being the center of attention) I
cant talk to anyone who is not my close close friend and I cant go
to any stores or anything not even church!!!
Its funny how just a simple laugh at the wrong person can ruin their
life..
Right now i am working on getting better and I am on 50 milligrams
of zoloft..and working with a therapist.. It really sucks. I have
to get blood drawn in a couple days and i m really nervous about
it..
If anyone would like to chat with me about their situatoin that
would be wonderful!! Email address is peachiepeach90@...
Hope to hear from you all and the greatest luck to everyone
monica