ok my problems are probably really small compared to most ppl's out
here. but i REALLY think i need help i'm in such depression that i
feel like my mind is going. i think about running away or killing
myself ALOT, i dont WANT to but i dont know what else to do. in my
mind i could runaway easily but i'm not sure that when it comes down
to it i would honestly have the courage. i would really like to talk
to somebody-anybody something to help, my parents dont have the money
for a pysciatrist or sumthing like that and my friends and family dont
seem to think its that bigga deal. i dont want to be like this anymore.