i would testify in court. i went through the same problem a year ago
and i didn't testify because i was scared and not only did it hurt
me, it hurt everone else and because i didn't testify, he didn't get
a long sentence and i still have to go over to his house! it isn't
your fault he is a sick pig. i blamed myself too and because i have
to think about him everyday, i am having more problems than ever. i
let people take over me. don't let that happen to you, do what's
right. if not for you for your little sister.
--- In teen-support-group@yahoogroups.com, "my_angel2039"
<my_angel2039@y...> wrote:
> Hi My name is shelly and I am 16 years old. I have read alot on
this
> site and I am not sure if this is the kinnda sopport group I need
or
> not. See my problem is not like any That I have read on here. You
> see about a year ago I found that my stepfather had been taping me
> and my eight year old lil sister in the shower and changing and
> stuff like that. That was around the end of May of 2002. I was told
> not to watch a dvd on my stepdads computer b/c we went sopose to
> touch it.(my mom and him a divorced but he works nights so I went
> with her to stay the weekends) well anyway I got into waht i
thought
> was were I was sopose to go to play te dvd. and there was a list
and
> it shaid me and my sisters names over and over and over so I
clicked
> on one and the vidio poped up.I was so sacerd I hitted to my mom
> severl times that I felt uncomfortable going over there and she
> still made us go.well It went on for 2 months before I called my
> mom. Well the police ended up taking his computer and stuff and I
> dont have to go over there any more. But I am jsut so confused
about
> evry thing. I feel giuly because I knew what he was doing and i let
> him. I feel like it is my fault. my big problem is that the trial
is
> coming up and i have a problem speaking infort of a large group of
> people i know more or less I dont think I can do it. Some one
PLEASE
> help me....