Hi My name is shelly and I am 16 years old. I have read alot on this
site and I am not sure if this is the kinnda sopport group I need or
not. See my problem is not like any That I have read on here. You
see about a year ago I found that my stepfather had been taping me
and my eight year old lil sister in the shower and changing and
stuff like that. That was around the end of May of 2002. I was told
not to watch a dvd on my stepdads computer b/c we went sopose to
touch it.(my mom and him a divorced but he works nights so I went
with her to stay the weekends) well anyway I got into waht i thought
was were I was sopose to go to play te dvd. and there was a list and
it shaid me and my sisters names over and over and over so I clicked
on one and the vidio poped up.I was so sacerd I hitted to my mom
severl times that I felt uncomfortable going over there and she
still made us go.well It went on for 2 months before I called my
mom. Well the police ended up taking his computer and stuff and I
dont have to go over there any more. But I am jsut so confused about
evry thing. I feel giuly because I knew what he was doing and i let
him. I feel like it is my fault. my big problem is that the trial is
coming up and i have a problem speaking infort of a large group of
people i know more or less I dont think I can do it. Some one PLEASE
help me....