I'm 20 and have been fighting my mom for as long as I can remember.
She dislikes me, resents me, and blames me for everything. I know she
compares me to my brother even though she denies it. He is perfect in
her eyes and I am nothing but trouble. You see, he graduated from one
of the hardest colleges and he was top of his class. He modeled for
Abercrombie, and he has an amazing girlfriend. I on the other hand,
have ADHD and am bipolar, school is hard, and being friendly is even
harder. She has difficulty tolerating me and I can tell. And frankly,
I don't want to be around her but then she yells at me when I'm not.
She makes me feel worthless, like a piece of crap, and then yells at
me for having low self esteem. I'm trying my best but I don't know how
much more of this I can take.