I'm going in for sugery and im scared. i'm getting my ulcerative
colitis removed. Its a five hour surgery and that scares me.I know
that its the right choice but the thought of the surgery is still
scary.I'm also scared about the recovey and letting people take care
for me. I hate to depened on people and after the surgery i have to
depened on my family and i know that they will be there for me but
its still scary. the thought of going under for five hours is
scary,but i hope in the long run its worth it.