Hey everyone...
Yeah things are getting better as the days go by...on tuesday i
fully broke down, i got to school and didnt stop crying for 2
hours...not good. Ah well, not to worry......ya get bad days
huh....how is everyone, enough of me unloading my problems??msg me
whats goin on with u guys...





--- In teen-support-group@yahoogroups.com, Zack Williams
<zorndaman@y...> wrote:
> So how are you doing since we last talked? I have a
> friend whos family is going through the same thing,
> and it makes me think of you. So let me know how ur
> doing see ya!
> _Zorn Zorn
> Ky Guy
> --- Sarah <sassisarah@o...> wrote:
>
> > Hey, I'm fairly new to this so i'm hoping i get this
> > right . Well i
> > felt like sharing a story....on the 13th of july
> > this yr my mum
> > passed away to a 4 year battle with cancer. I'm only
> > 16 so at the
> > moment its pretty much hitting me and i aint taking
> > it too well.
> > Today we had a memorial for my mum because she was
> > cremated. See she
> > was diagnosed terminal on the 9th of july n was
> > given 3 months to
> > live but she only lasted 4 days. She wanted to go
> > see my family in
> > melb, aus cause i live in Australia n Melb is in a
> > different state
> > to perth so we went to see her sisters and brothers.
> > We arrived on
> > the plane at 11 pm melb time on the 12th of july and
> > exactly 24hours
> > later she passed away. I miss her terribly, i mean
> > she was my best
> > friend....i'd skip goin out on weekend with my mates
> > to just be
> > around her. She was my world....I've neva been too
> > fond of my dad, i
> > mean my Parents were together till the day mum died
> > but, i have alot
> > of issues with him. My dad has a temper, and he
> > sexually abused me
> > as a kid and thinks i dont remember so he doesnt
> > talk about it. Mum
> > nearly left him over it, but mum n i talked so much
> > about it. But
> > now i'm left to live with him and he gets so angry
> > at me. I mean my
> > mum did everything for him, waited on him hand n
> > fott cause she was
> > brought up that way. But i'm doing my final years at
> > school, the
> > very important ones in australia and its like he
> > expects me to
> > handle that as well as my school. And i mean i do
> > cook all our meals
> > and do my own washing and try n make it comfy, but
> > wen he says
> > things arent good enuff or he says things like,
> > "yesterday was a
> > month since mum died..." and i go..."yeah" and he
> > says "dont u
> > care...?" it hurts so much, i wanted to move out but
> > where do i go,
> > i have no family in perth n melb so far away since
> > ive made so many
> > friends. I do wish though i was in a relationship
> > with a guy for
> > support, i feel so alone here. The last time i felt
> > loved was around
> > all my family in melb, n it would of been nice to
> > come back to
> > someone who cared about me. I worry alot about my
> > weight, ive just
> > lost 20kgs but i feel so huge. I wont go out at
> > times because of it,
> > since my dad told me at 10 i need to lose weight be4
> > high school or
> > else i'll get teased, which he was right but since
> > then ive been so
> > conscience. I dont know why ive done this but i do
> > no i need to let
> > it out....i cant take this anymore....if i ever had
> > suicidal
> > thoughts my mum was there to say "live for me" but
> > now...no ones
> > there....someone reply please...no matter what u
> > say, its gonna help
> > me.....
> >
> >
>
>
>
>
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