Hi Cara!
I don't really know what I am, I binge, I purge, I fast, I restrict,
it changes all the time, so I guess I'm EDNOS. I used to be just mia
though. I know what you mean about the urge to throw up {I was just
about to write urge to purge and then realised how stupid it sounds}
even when trying to be healthy. I'm scared of eating normally I
think, I have to either not eat it in the first place, throw it up,
or 'make up' for it by restricting or fasting or exercising. I can't
imagine not having a stress attack after eating a 'bad' food and not
compensating for it. I don't think I'm making much sense. I can't
remember the last time I ate pizza without throwing it up because
I'm so scared of what it's going to do to me.

I'll stop my ramblings now. Have a wonderful day, lots of love xxx