PLEASE CAN SOMEBODY HELP ME. I NEED SOMEBODY TO TALK TO., I AM ABOUT TO GIVE UP

AND KILL MYSELF. I DON'T WANT TO HURT MY FAMILY THOUGH. WHAT DO I DO. PLEASE I

AM TRYING TO REACH OUT, I NEED SOMEBODY FAST.

Are you still there?







In a message dated 7/5/2009 9:31:31 P.M. US Mountain Standard Time,

mollytebby24@... writes:



PLEASE  CAN SOMEBODY HELP ME. I NEED SOMEBODY TO TALK TO., I AM ABOUT TO

GIVE UP AND  KILL MYSELF. I DON'T WANT TO HURT MY FAMILY THOUGH. WHAT DO I DO.

PLEASE I AM  TRYING TO REACH OUT, I NEED SOMEBODY  FAST.





**************Summer concert season is here! Find your favorite artists on

tour at TourTracker.com.





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Please I will talk, write anyone that needs someone to talk to, to understand. 

I've been there myself and try not to think of suicide but still I have moments

myself.  Don't give up, you don't know what's on the other side, it could be

worse.  Think about people that care about you.  I'm one of those people.



--- On Sun, 7/5/09, mollytebby24 <mollytebby24@...> wrote:





From: mollytebby24 <mollytebby24@...>

Subject: [Suicide] PLEASE HELP "TRIGGER"'

To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com

Date: Sunday, July 5, 2009, 10:07 PM

















PLEASE CAN SOMEBODY HELP ME. I NEED SOMEBODY TO TALK TO., I AM ABOUT TO GIVE UP

AND KILL MYSELF. I DON'T WANT TO HURT MY FAMILY THOUGH. WHAT DO I DO. PLEASE I

AM TRYING TO REACH OUT, I NEED SOMEBODY FAST.







































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Okay, I don't have all the answers. I am not a pro, not a therapist, etc.



It seems to me this is something you need to learn to cope with, learn to accept

you feel this way, learn to live with it and try to find some people to talk to

so you can feel better and go on. If that's the only thing I've gotten from this

group it's that.



You aren't the only one who feels this way. You just can't kill yourself, that's

not an option. You sound like it's become a crisis at this point. I don't

usually say this, but you might want to make arrangments to go to a medical

facility to stop yourself from going through with it. They'll probably put you

on some meds that make you numb, group therapy, etc. Whatever, but it stops you

from doing something final. Where do you live? Are there medical facilities near

you?





-- In suicide4@yahoogroups.com, "mollytebby24" <mollytebby24@...> wrote:

>

> PLEASE CAN SOMEBODY HELP ME. I NEED SOMEBODY TO TALK TO., I AM ABOUT TO GIVE

UP AND KILL MYSELF. I DON'T WANT TO HURT MY FAMILY THOUGH. WHAT DO I DO. PLEASE

I AM TRYING TO REACH OUT, I NEED SOMEBODY FAST.

>

i have a lot of anger towards the people who angered me, especially to my uncle

who is very evil to me and to my sister what should i do? please help









________________________________

From: agiles_89 <no_reply@yahoogroups.com>

To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com

Sent: Monday, July 6, 2009 12:24:58 PM

Subject: [Suicide] Re: PLEASE HELP "TRIGGER"'











Okay, I don't have all the answers. I am not a pro, not a therapist, etc.



It seems to me this is something you need to learn to cope with, learn to accept

you feel this way, learn to live with it and try to find some people to talk to

so you can feel better and go on. If that's the only thing I've gotten from this

group it's that.



You aren't the only one who feels this way. You just can't kill yourself, that's

not an option. You sound like it's become a crisis at this point. I don't

usually say this, but you might want to make arrangments to go to a medical

facility to stop yourself from going through with it. They'll probably put you

on some meds that make you numb, group therapy, etc. Whatever, but it stops you

from doing something final. Where do you live? Are there medical facilities near

you?



-- In suicide4@yahoogroup s.com, "mollytebby24" <mollytebby24@ ...> wrote:

>

> PLEASE CAN SOMEBODY HELP ME. I NEED SOMEBODY TO TALK TO., I AM ABOUT TO GIVE

UP AND KILL MYSELF. I DON'T WANT TO HURT MY FAMILY THOUGH. WHAT DO I DO. PLEASE

I AM TRYING TO REACH OUT, I NEED SOMEBODY FAST.

>















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What did your uncle do to you guys? Why are you so angry?



When I'm angry I usually try to do something physical, like punching the bag,

running, cleaning or something. How angry are you...?



--- In suicide4@yahoogroups.com, Vi Le <vle6569@...> wrote:

>

> i have a lot of anger towards the people who angered me, especially to my

uncle who is very evil to me and to my sister what should i do? please help

>

>

>

>

> ________________________________

> From: agiles_89 <no_reply@yahoogroups.com>

> To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com

> Sent: Monday, July 6, 2009 12:24:58 PM

> Subject: [Suicide] Re: PLEASE HELP "TRIGGER"'

>

>

>

>

>

> Okay, I don't have all the answers. I am not a pro, not a therapist, etc.

>

> It seems to me this is something you need to learn to cope with, learn to

accept you feel this way, learn to live with it and try to find some people to

talk to so you can feel better and go on. If that's the only thing I've gotten

from this group it's that.

>

> You aren't the only one who feels this way. You just can't kill yourself,

that's not an option. You sound like it's become a crisis at this point. I don't

usually say this, but you might want to make arrangments to go to a medical

facility to stop yourself from going through with it. They'll probably put you

on some meds that make you numb, group therapy, etc. Whatever, but it stops you

from doing something final. Where do you live? Are there medical facilities near

you?

>

> -- In suicide4@yahoogroup s.com, "mollytebby24" <mollytebby24@ ...> wrote:

> >

> > PLEASE CAN SOMEBODY HELP ME. I NEED SOMEBODY TO TALK TO., I AM ABOUT TO GIVE

UP AND KILL MYSELF. I DON'T WANT TO HURT MY FAMILY THOUGH. WHAT DO I DO. PLEASE

I AM TRYING TO REACH OUT, I NEED SOMEBODY FAST.

> >

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

> [Non-text portions of this message have been removed]

>

pray for them and rebuke the devil in him that is causing all this pain.



eb









________________________________

From: Vi Le <vle6569@...>

To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com

Sent: Thursday, July 16, 2009 4:52:13 PM

Subject: Re: [Suicide] Re: PLEASE HELP "TRIGGER"'



 

i have a lot of anger towards the people who angered me, especially to my uncle

who is very evil to me and to my sister what should i do? please help



____________ _________ _________ __

From: agiles_89 <no_reply@yahoogroup s.com>

To: suicide4@yahoogroup s.com

Sent: Monday, July 6, 2009 12:24:58 PM

Subject: [Suicide] Re: PLEASE HELP "TRIGGER"'



Okay, I don't have all the answers. I am not a pro, not a therapist, etc.



It seems to me this is something you need to learn to cope with, learn to accept

you feel this way, learn to live with it and try to find some people to talk to

so you can feel better and go on. If that's the only thing I've gotten from this

group it's that.



You aren't the only one who feels this way. You just can't kill yourself, that's

not an option. You sound like it's become a crisis at this point. I don't

usually say this, but you might want to make arrangments to go to a medical

facility to stop yourself from going through with it. They'll probably put you

on some meds that make you numb, group therapy, etc. Whatever, but it stops you

from doing something final. Where do you live? Are there medical facilities near

you?



-- In suicide4@yahoogroup s.com, "mollytebby24" <mollytebby24@ ...> wrote:

>

> PLEASE CAN SOMEBODY HELP ME. I NEED SOMEBODY TO TALK TO., I AM ABOUT TO GIVE

UP AND KILL MYSELF. I DON'T WANT TO HURT MY FAMILY THOUGH. WHAT DO I DO. PLEASE

I AM TRYING TO REACH OUT, I NEED SOMEBODY FAST.

>



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hi, i am doing a little better tonight. it helps that i have you guys to talk

too. i have been going trough alot latley. i don't know how to deal with my

feelings. sometimes i get so upset and then other times i am ok. i just don't

know



--- On Mon, 7/6/09, Jean S <winddancer436@...> wrote:





From: Jean S <winddancer436@...>

Subject: Re: [Suicide] PLEASE HELP "TRIGGER"'

To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com

Date: Monday, July 6, 2009, 9:16 AM

















Please I will talk, write anyone that needs someone to talk to, to understand. 

I've been there myself and try not to think of suicide but still I have moments

myself.  Don't give up, you don't know what's on the other side, it could be

worse.  Think about people that care about you.  I'm one of those people.



--- On Sun, 7/5/09, mollytebby24 <mollytebby24@ yahoo.com> wrote:



From: mollytebby24 <mollytebby24@ yahoo.com>

Subject: [Suicide] PLEASE HELP "TRIGGER"'

To: suicide4@yahoogroup s.com

Date: Sunday, July 5, 2009, 10:07 PM



PLEASE CAN SOMEBODY HELP ME. I NEED SOMEBODY TO TALK TO., I AM ABOUT TO GIVE UP

AND KILL MYSELF. I DON'T WANT TO HURT MY FAMILY THOUGH. WHAT DO I DO. PLEASE I

AM TRYING TO REACH OUT, I NEED SOMEBODY FAST.



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hey Molly, glad to hear ur still around, been going thru my own emotions

lately.  I'm glad you're feeling a little better.  All we can do is take it hour

by hour, day by day.  Right now I'm taking it 1/2 hr. at a time.



--- On Tue, 7/7/09, molly tebby <mollytebby24@...> wrote:





From: molly tebby <mollytebby24@...>

Subject: Re: [Suicide] PLEASE HELP "TRIGGER"'

To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com

Date: Tuesday, July 7, 2009, 10:13 PM

















hi, i am doing a little better tonight. it helps that i have you guys to talk

too. i have been going trough alot latley. i don't know how to deal with my

feelings. sometimes i get so upset and then other times i am ok. i just don't

know



--- On Mon, 7/6/09, Jean S <winddancer436@ yahoo.com> wrote:



From: Jean S <winddancer436@ yahoo.com>

Subject: Re: [Suicide] PLEASE HELP "TRIGGER"'

To: suicide4@yahoogroup s.com

Date: Monday, July 6, 2009, 9:16 AM



Please I will talk, write anyone that needs someone to talk to, to understand. 

I've been there myself and try not to think of suicide but still I have moments

myself.  Don't give up, you don't know what's on the other side, it could be

worse.  Think about people that care about you.  I'm one of those people.



--- On Sun, 7/5/09, mollytebby24 <mollytebby24@ yahoo.com> wrote:



From: mollytebby24 <mollytebby24@ yahoo.com>

Subject: [Suicide] PLEASE HELP "TRIGGER"'

To: suicide4@yahoogroup s.com

Date: Sunday, July 5, 2009, 10:07 PM



PLEASE CAN SOMEBODY HELP ME. I NEED SOMEBODY TO TALK TO., I AM ABOUT TO GIVE UP

AND KILL MYSELF. I DON'T WANT TO HURT MY FAMILY THOUGH. WHAT DO I DO. PLEASE I

AM TRYING TO REACH OUT, I NEED SOMEBODY FAST.



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well i am not to good right now, i am really depressed, i found out on monday

that one of my best friends took her own life, i talked to her three days

before. i wish i could of stoped her but i have been having a hard time myself.



--- On Fri, 7/17/09, Jean S <winddancer436@...> wrote:





From: Jean S <winddancer436@...>

Subject: Re: [Suicide] PLEASE HELP "TRIGGER"'

To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com

Date: Friday, July 17, 2009, 9:31 AM





 







hey Molly, glad to hear ur still around, been going thru my own emotions

lately.  I'm glad you're feeling a little better.  All we can do is take it hour

by hour, day by day.  Right now I'm taking it 1/2 hr. at a time.



--- On Tue, 7/7/09, molly tebby <mollytebby24@ yahoo.com> wrote:



From: molly tebby <mollytebby24@ yahoo.com>

Subject: Re: [Suicide] PLEASE HELP "TRIGGER"'

To: suicide4@yahoogroup s.com

Date: Tuesday, July 7, 2009, 10:13 PM



hi, i am doing a little better tonight. it helps that i have you guys to talk

too. i have been going trough alot latley. i don't know how to deal with my

feelings. sometimes i get so upset and then other times i am ok. i just don't

know



--- On Mon, 7/6/09, Jean S <winddancer436@ yahoo.com> wrote:



From: Jean S <winddancer436@ yahoo.com>

Subject: Re: [Suicide] PLEASE HELP "TRIGGER"'

To: suicide4@yahoogroup s.com

Date: Monday, July 6, 2009, 9:16 AM



Please I will talk, write anyone that needs someone to talk to, to understand. 

I've been there myself and try not to think of suicide but still I have moments

myself.  Don't give up, you don't know what's on the other side, it could be

worse.  Think about people that care about you.  I'm one of those people.



--- On Sun, 7/5/09, mollytebby24 <mollytebby24@ yahoo.com> wrote:



From: mollytebby24 <mollytebby24@ yahoo.com>

Subject: [Suicide] PLEASE HELP "TRIGGER"'

To: suicide4@yahoogroup s.com

Date: Sunday, July 5, 2009, 10:07 PM



PLEASE CAN SOMEBODY HELP ME. I NEED SOMEBODY TO TALK TO., I AM ABOUT TO GIVE UP

AND KILL MYSELF. I DON'T WANT TO HURT MY FAMILY THOUGH. WHAT DO I DO. PLEASE I

AM TRYING TO REACH OUT, I NEED SOMEBODY FAST.



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Molly, I'm so sorry that you're having a hard time, and so deeply sorry

about your best friend.  There may have been nothing more that you could

have done to prevent your friend's death, but I can certainly understand if

you feel some guilt.  Two months ago a dear online friend of mine committed

suicide.  I'd known he'd been suicidal and had tried to keep encouraging him

that things would get better, but I still lost him and I have been having a

very difficult time coping, with both his loss and the guilt I feel (I'm

currently in therapy).



I hope you start feeling better soon.  If you need someone to talk to, I

will listen.  You're not alone!



Hugs,



Nicole



On Fri, Jul 17, 2009 at 5:01 PM, molly tebby <mollytebby24@...> wrote:



>

>

> well i am not to good right now, i am really depressed, i found out on

> monday that one of my best friends took her own life, i talked to her three

> days before. i wish i could of stoped her but i have been having a hard time

> myself.

>

> --- On Fri, 7/17/09, Jean S

<winddancer436@...<winddancer436%40yahoo.com>>

> wrote:

>

> From: Jean S <winddancer436@... <winddancer436%40yahoo.com>>

> Subject: Re: [Suicide] PLEASE HELP "TRIGGER"'

> To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com <suicide4%40yahoogroups.com>

> Date: Friday, July 17, 2009, 9:31 AM

>

>

>

> hey Molly, glad to hear ur still around, been going thru my own emotions

> lately.  I'm glad you're feeling a little better.  All we can do is take it

> hour by hour, day by day.  Right now I'm taking it 1/2 hr. at a time.

>

> --- On Tue, 7/7/09, molly tebby <mollytebby24@ yahoo.com> wrote:

>

> From: molly tebby <mollytebby24@ yahoo.com>

> Subject: Re: [Suicide] PLEASE HELP "TRIGGER"'

> To: suicide4@yahoogroup s.com

> Date: Tuesday, July 7, 2009, 10:13 PM

>

> hi, i am doing a little better tonight. it helps that i have you guys to

> talk too. i have been going trough alot latley. i don't know how to deal

> with my feelings. sometimes i get so upset and then other times i am ok. i

> just don't know

>

> --- On Mon, 7/6/09, Jean S <winddancer436@ yahoo.com> wrote:

>

> From: Jean S <winddancer436@ yahoo.com>

> Subject: Re: [Suicide] PLEASE HELP "TRIGGER"'

> To: suicide4@yahoogroup s.com

> Date: Monday, July 6, 2009, 9:16 AM

>

> Please I will talk, write anyone that needs someone to talk to, to

> understand.  I've been there myself and try not to think of suicide but

> still I have moments myself.  Don't give up, you don't know what's on the

> other side, it could be worse.  Think about people that care about you.  I'm

> one of those people.

>

> --- On Sun, 7/5/09, mollytebby24 <mollytebby24@ yahoo.com> wrote:

>

> From: mollytebby24 <mollytebby24@ yahoo.com>

> Subject: [Suicide] PLEASE HELP "TRIGGER"'

> To: suicide4@yahoogroup s.com

> Date: Sunday, July 5, 2009, 10:07 PM

>

> PLEASE CAN SOMEBODY HELP ME. I NEED SOMEBODY TO TALK TO., I AM ABOUT TO

> GIVE UP AND KILL MYSELF. I DON'T WANT TO HURT MY FAMILY THOUGH. WHAT DO I

> DO. PLEASE I AM TRYING TO REACH OUT, I NEED SOMEBODY FAST.

>

> [Non-text portions of this message have been removed]

>

> [Non-text portions of this message have been removed]

>

> [Non-text portions of this message have been removed]

>

> [Non-text portions of this message have been removed]

>

>

>





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Molly, So sorry about your friend. I know you must feel lots of guilt right now,

please try not to blame yourself. What a really sad time. I'm sorry. I hope

you're okay.

Angie



--- In suicide4@yahoogroups.com, Nicole <nicole2031@...> wrote:

>

> Molly, I'm so sorry that you're having a hard time, and so deeply sorry

> about your best friend.  There may have been nothing more that you could

> have done to prevent your friend's death, but I can certainly understand if

> you feel some guilt.  Two months ago a dear online friend of mine committed

> suicide.  I'd known he'd been suicidal and had tried to keep encouraging him

> that things would get better, but I still lost him and I have been having a

> very difficult time coping, with both his loss and the guilt I feel (I'm

> currently in therapy).

>

> I hope you start feeling better soon.  If you need someone to talk to, I

> will listen.  You're not alone!

>

> Hugs,

>

> Nicole

>

> On Fri, Jul 17, 2009 at 5:01 PM, molly tebby <mollytebby24@...> wrote:

>

> >

> >

> > well i am not to good right now, i am really depressed, i found out on

> > monday that one of my best friends took her own life, i talked to her three

> > days before. i wish i could of stoped her but i have been having a hard time

> > myself.

> >

> > --- On Fri, 7/17/09, Jean S <winddancer436@...<winddancer436%40yahoo.com>>

> > wrote:

> >

> > From: Jean S <winddancer436@... <winddancer436%40yahoo.com>>

> > Subject: Re: [Suicide] PLEASE HELP "TRIGGER"'

> > To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com <suicide4%40yahoogroups.com>

> > Date: Friday, July 17, 2009, 9:31 AM

> >

> >

> >

> > hey Molly, glad to hear ur still around, been going thru my own emotions

> > lately.  I'm glad you're feeling a little better.  All we can do is take it

> > hour by hour, day by day.  Right now I'm taking it 1/2 hr. at a time.

> >

> > --- On Tue, 7/7/09, molly tebby <mollytebby24@ yahoo.com> wrote:

> >

> > From: molly tebby <mollytebby24@ yahoo.com>

> > Subject: Re: [Suicide] PLEASE HELP "TRIGGER"'

> > To: suicide4@yahoogroup s.com

> > Date: Tuesday, July 7, 2009, 10:13 PM

> >

> > hi, i am doing a little better tonight. it helps that i have you guys to

> > talk too. i have been going trough alot latley. i don't know how to deal

> > with my feelings. sometimes i get so upset and then other times i am ok. i

> > just don't know

> >

> > --- On Mon, 7/6/09, Jean S <winddancer436@ yahoo.com> wrote:

> >

> > From: Jean S <winddancer436@ yahoo.com>

> > Subject: Re: [Suicide] PLEASE HELP "TRIGGER"'

> > To: suicide4@yahoogroup s.com

> > Date: Monday, July 6, 2009, 9:16 AM

> >

> > Please I will talk, write anyone that needs someone to talk to, to

> > understand.  I've been there myself and try not to think of suicide but

> > still I have moments myself.  Don't give up, you don't know what's on the

> > other side, it could be worse.  Think about people that care about you.  I'm

> > one of those people.

> >

> > --- On Sun, 7/5/09, mollytebby24 <mollytebby24@ yahoo.com> wrote:

> >

> > From: mollytebby24 <mollytebby24@ yahoo.com>

> > Subject: [Suicide] PLEASE HELP "TRIGGER"'

> > To: suicide4@yahoogroup s.com

> > Date: Sunday, July 5, 2009, 10:07 PM

> >

> > PLEASE CAN SOMEBODY HELP ME. I NEED SOMEBODY TO TALK TO., I AM ABOUT TO

> > GIVE UP AND KILL MYSELF. I DON'T WANT TO HURT MY FAMILY THOUGH. WHAT DO I

> > DO. PLEASE I AM TRYING TO REACH OUT, I NEED SOMEBODY FAST.

> >

> > [Non-text portions of this message have been removed]

> >

> > [Non-text portions of this message have been removed]

> >

> > [Non-text portions of this message have been removed]

> >

> > [Non-text portions of this message have been removed]

> >

> >

> >

>

>

> [Non-text portions of this message have been removed]

>

All you can really do in circumstances that are so sad is to pray for healing in

the area of depression. you will be in my thoughts and prayers.



eb









________________________________

From: molly tebby <mollytebby24@...>

To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com

Sent: Friday, July 17, 2009 4:01:35 PM

Subject: Re: [Suicide] PLEASE HELP "TRIGGER"'



 

well i am not to good right now, i am really depressed, i found out on monday

that one of my best friends took her own life, i talked to her three days

before. i wish i could of stoped her but i have been having a hard time myself.



--- On Fri, 7/17/09, Jean S <winddancer436@ yahoo.com> wrote:



From: Jean S <winddancer436@ yahoo.com>

Subject: Re: [Suicide] PLEASE HELP "TRIGGER"'

To: suicide4@yahoogroup s.com

Date: Friday, July 17, 2009, 9:31 AM



 



hey Molly, glad to hear ur still around, been going thru my own emotions

lately.  I'm glad you're feeling a little better.  All we can do is take it hour

by hour, day by day.  Right now I'm taking it 1/2 hr. at a time.



--- On Tue, 7/7/09, molly tebby <mollytebby24@ yahoo.com> wrote:



From: molly tebby <mollytebby24@ yahoo.com>

Subject: Re: [Suicide] PLEASE HELP "TRIGGER"'

To: suicide4@yahoogroup s.com

Date: Tuesday, July 7, 2009, 10:13 PM



hi, i am doing a little better tonight. it helps that i have you guys to talk

too. i have been going trough alot latley. i don't know how to deal with my

feelings. sometimes i get so upset and then other times i am ok. i just don't

know



--- On Mon, 7/6/09, Jean S <winddancer436@ yahoo.com> wrote:



From: Jean S <winddancer436@ yahoo.com>

Subject: Re: [Suicide] PLEASE HELP "TRIGGER"'

To: suicide4@yahoogroup s.com

Date: Monday, July 6, 2009, 9:16 AM



Please I will talk, write anyone that needs someone to talk to, to understand. 

I've been there myself and try not to think of suicide but still I have moments

myself.  Don't give up, you don't know what's on the other side, it could be

worse.  Think about people that care about you.  I'm one of those people.



--- On Sun, 7/5/09, mollytebby24 <mollytebby24@ yahoo.com> wrote:



From: mollytebby24 <mollytebby24@ yahoo.com>

Subject: [Suicide] PLEASE HELP "TRIGGER"'

To: suicide4@yahoogroup s.com

Date: Sunday, July 5, 2009, 10:07 PM



PLEASE CAN SOMEBODY HELP ME. I NEED SOMEBODY TO TALK TO., I AM ABOUT TO GIVE UP

AND KILL MYSELF. I DON'T WANT TO HURT MY FAMILY THOUGH. WHAT DO I DO. PLEASE I

AM TRYING TO REACH OUT, I NEED SOMEBODY FAST.



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