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#11781 From: "Thats for me to know and for you to find out" <shannakenn17@...>
Date: Fri Apr 1, 2005 9:01 am
Subject: Re: [Suicide] love sucks 		euphoria_mel...
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i know but if i could find a husband i wouldn't want to kill myself.--
Shanna

- In suicide4@yahoogroups.com, mary martin <marykay172002@y...> wrote:
> hey
>
> my name is mary bowman and my life sucks still sucide isn't worth
it it just makes people hate you more and trust me i got married last
march and now my husband and i aren't together because of me trying
to kill myself so please i think of it at times but i think of my
husband and my little boy and realize it isn't worth it please don't
>
> Thats for me to know and for you to find out <shannakenn17@y...>
wrote:
>
> my name is shanna and the reason why i haven't commited suicide yet
is
> because several people have told me that you go to hell for doing
it
> and i read an article that says that too.but why does God do that i
> wonder.i mean my life sucks as it is.for most of my life i have
been
> this fat ugly pig who all the kids in school picked on and threw
rocks
> at and even wanted to rape me on the bus.maybe if i keep eating
like i
> do i'll die from a heart attack.but what's really bothering me is
that
> i really would like to find mr. right and i don't think i ever will
> because every guy i find is a pervert.and my parents want me to be
> with a white guy but they don't understand that white guys don't
like
> fat pig heffers like me.so i can't win for losing.but anyway,i know
> how to commit suicide but i'm not gonna tell y'all how i'd do it
> because i don't want to give anyone any ideas.but i wish God would
not
> send me to hell for killing myself because if he sent me mr. right
> then i wouldn't do it.but i've been in psychiatric hospitals at
least
> 20 times and was even in a state facility.but anyway i won't babble
on
> any longer cause i know y'all don't wanna hear about my dull life.
> Shanna
>
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#11780 From: Bijili <bijili_iam@...>
Date: Fri Apr 1, 2005 12:57 am
Subject: Re: [Suicide] love sucks 		bijili_iam
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Hey Shanna
    dont worry U r not alone in this world and in feeling  like this. evry one
here have some or the other problem.welcome to the group and u share anything u
want here.. we r all to hear and support u.  I am not a person who speaks alot
in the gruop.. but ur story is some thing like me..
just wanted ot u know that u r not alone.. and we do care.I dont belive in going
hell, coz only if he cud have created good life fr us, then we wouldnthave made
thic chioce... nothing
religious..

anyway take care..

Bijili.


Thats for me to know and for you to find out <shannakenn17@...> wrote:

my name is shanna and the reason why i haven't commited suicide yet is
because several people have told me that you go to hell for doing it
and i read an article that says that too.but why does God do that i
wonder.i mean my life sucks as it is.for most of my life i have been
this fat ugly pig who all the kids in school picked on and threw rocks
at and even wanted to rape me on the bus.maybe if i keep eating like i
do i'll die from a heart attack.but what's really bothering me is that
i really would like to find mr. right and i don't think i ever will
because every guy i find is a pervert.and my parents want me to be
with a white guy but they don't understand that white guys don't like
fat pig heffers like me.so i can't win for losing.but anyway,i know
how to commit suicide but i'm not gonna tell y'all how i'd do it
because i don't want to give anyone any ideas.but i wish God would not
send me to hell for killing myself because if he sent me mr. right
then i wouldn't do it.but i've been in psychiatric hospitals at least
20 times and was even in a state facility.but anyway i won't babble on
any longer cause i know y'all don't wanna hear about my dull life.
Shanna





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#11779 From: mary martin <marykay172002@...>
Date: Thu Mar 31, 2005 9:45 pm
Subject: Re: [Suicide] love sucks 		marykay172002
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i just wanted to help i been through the shit
i was raped made fun of and
all i was raped when i was 4monhs pregnant

mary martin <marykay172002@...> wrote:
hey

my name is mary bowman and my life sucks still sucide isn't worth it it just
makes people hate you more and trust me i got married last march and now my
husband and i aren't together because of me trying to kill myself so please i
think of it at times but i think of my husband and my little boy and realize it
isn't worth it please don't

Thats for me to know and for you to find out <shannakenn17@...> wrote:

my name is shanna and the reason why i haven't commited suicide yet is
because several people have told me that you go to hell for doing it
and i read an article that says that too.but why does God do that i
wonder.i mean my life sucks as it is.for most of my life i have been
this fat ugly pig who all the kids in school picked on and threw rocks
at and even wanted to rape me on the bus.maybe if i keep eating like i
do i'll die from a heart attack.but what's really bothering me is that
i really would like to find mr. right and i don't think i ever will
because every guy i find is a pervert.and my parents want me to be
with a white guy but they don't understand that white guys don't like
fat pig heffers like me.so i can't win for losing.but anyway,i know
how to commit suicide but i'm not gonna tell y'all how i'd do it
because i don't want to give anyone any ideas.but i wish God would not
send me to hell for killing myself because if he sent me mr. right
then i wouldn't do it.but i've been in psychiatric hospitals at least
20 times and was even in a state facility.but anyway i won't babble on
any longer cause i know y'all don't wanna hear about my dull life.
Shanna





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#11778 From: mary martin <marykay172002@...>
Date: Thu Mar 31, 2005 9:41 pm
Subject: Re: [Suicide] love sucks 		marykay172002
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Shanna where do you live i live in oakland city indiana


Thats for me to know and for you to find out <shannakenn17@...> wrote:

my name is shanna and the reason why i haven't commited suicide yet is
because several people have told me that you go to hell for doing it
and i read an article that says that too.but why does God do that i
wonder.i mean my life sucks as it is.for most of my life i have been
this fat ugly pig who all the kids in school picked on and threw rocks
at and even wanted to rape me on the bus.maybe if i keep eating like i
do i'll die from a heart attack.but what's really bothering me is that
i really would like to find mr. right and i don't think i ever will
because every guy i find is a pervert.and my parents want me to be
with a white guy but they don't understand that white guys don't like
fat pig heffers like me.so i can't win for losing.but anyway,i know
how to commit suicide but i'm not gonna tell y'all how i'd do it
because i don't want to give anyone any ideas.but i wish God would not
send me to hell for killing myself because if he sent me mr. right
then i wouldn't do it.but i've been in psychiatric hospitals at least
20 times and was even in a state facility.but anyway i won't babble on
any longer cause i know y'all don't wanna hear about my dull life.
Shanna





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#11777 From: mary martin <marykay172002@...>
Date: Thu Mar 31, 2005 9:37 pm
Subject: Re: [Suicide] love sucks 		marykay172002
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hey

my name is mary bowman and my life sucks still sucide isn't worth it it just
makes people hate you more and trust me i got married last march and now my
husband and i aren't together because of me trying to kill myself so please i
think of it at times but i think of my husband and my little boy and realize it
isn't worth it please don't

Thats for me to know and for you to find out <shannakenn17@...> wrote:

my name is shanna and the reason why i haven't commited suicide yet is
because several people have told me that you go to hell for doing it
and i read an article that says that too.but why does God do that i
wonder.i mean my life sucks as it is.for most of my life i have been
this fat ugly pig who all the kids in school picked on and threw rocks
at and even wanted to rape me on the bus.maybe if i keep eating like i
do i'll die from a heart attack.but what's really bothering me is that
i really would like to find mr. right and i don't think i ever will
because every guy i find is a pervert.and my parents want me to be
with a white guy but they don't understand that white guys don't like
fat pig heffers like me.so i can't win for losing.but anyway,i know
how to commit suicide but i'm not gonna tell y'all how i'd do it
because i don't want to give anyone any ideas.but i wish God would not
send me to hell for killing myself because if he sent me mr. right
then i wouldn't do it.but i've been in psychiatric hospitals at least
20 times and was even in a state facility.but anyway i won't babble on
any longer cause i know y'all don't wanna hear about my dull life.
Shanna





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#11776 From: "Thats for me to know and for you to find out" <shannakenn17@...>
Date: Thu Mar 31, 2005 9:27 pm
Subject: love sucks 		euphoria_mel...
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my name is shanna and the reason why i haven't commited suicide yet is
because several people have told me that you go to hell for doing it
and i read an article that says that too.but why does God do that i
wonder.i mean my life sucks as it is.for most of my life i have been
this fat ugly pig who all the kids in school picked on and threw rocks
at and even wanted to rape me on the bus.maybe if i keep eating like i
do i'll die from a heart attack.but what's really bothering me is that
i really would like to find mr. right and i don't think i ever will
because every guy i find is a pervert.and my parents want me to be
with a white guy but they don't understand that white guys don't like
fat pig heffers like me.so i can't win for losing.but anyway,i know
how to commit suicide but i'm not gonna tell y'all how i'd do it
because i don't want to give anyone any ideas.but i wish God would not
send me to hell for killing myself because if he sent me mr. right
then i wouldn't do it.but i've been in psychiatric hospitals at least
20 times and was even in a state facility.but anyway i won't babble on
any longer cause i know y'all don't wanna hear about my dull life.
Shanna

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#11775 From: "No name, just a number..." <crying_w_blood@...>
Date: Tue Mar 29, 2005 11:53 pm
Subject: Re: [Suicide] hello all... 		crying_w_blood
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i am very sorry, i should have labeled the post "triggering"... i was
just feeling so very overwhelmed that i did not think at the time. i
am however feeling a bit better today... i guess it was a "good" day,
and certainly the weather was beautiful, so i ended up taking an hour
long walk for lunch.

--- In suicide4@yahoogroups.com, Flower of Life!
<newmichmedoffice@y...> wrote:
> Just to let you know...I cried when I read your post.
>
> "No name, just a number..." <crying_w_blood@y...> wrote:
> i am new here, but certainly not to "this world of depression and
> ...

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#11774 From: Flower of Life! <newmichmedoffice@...>
Date: Tue Mar 29, 2005 2:46 pm
Subject: Re: [Suicide] hello all... 		newmichmedof...
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Just to let you know...I cried when I read your post.

"No name, just a number..." <crying_w_blood@...> wrote:
i am new here, but certainly not to "this world of depression and
desire to not be"... i am a male cutter and have been for a very long
time and i am older then i should be and still battling with this
crap...

any rate i am here probably for the same reason many of you are, i am
really beginning to feel overwhelmed with "life" and feelings of
hopelessness, helplessness, darkness and nothingness seem to be all i
am.  usually i can get a razor or 2 and after a bit of superficial
cutting and a sometimes some considerable bleeding i can get it
together enough to get some sleep and then the next morning plaster on
a fake smile and "deal" with the world, but for the last 6 months or
so it has been getting harder and harder, now i am not sure anymore or
even if i want to any longer.  i feel so tired, unmotivated and just
don't give a shit any longer and thoughts of ending it keep on the end
of my mind and are getting more and more stronger.  i have tons of
scars on my arms and some on my chest and legs and a couple on my
hands from my self inflected wounds.  i try extremely hard to hide
them and only cut my hands when i want to leave a permanent scar to
remind my self that i REALLY f??ked up and to never do it again...
lateley i have not even cared about allowing others to see my injuries
i have not feelings at all about them or the comments i have been
making about harming myself, which i know is an extremely bad thing.
today i showed up for work at 10:30, did absolutely nothing until
around 13:00 then did a couple of reports and took off for lunch at
15:00 and just did not come back, the last 3 days i have not said one
word to anyone or even came out of my area where i work... if i knew
how or thought it would have done any good, i would have been
absolutely balling my eyes out on the way home because of the absolute
massively sized feeling that i have right in the cetner of my body
that makes me feel like the world is nothing more then a bad
television show.  i can't sleep anymore unless i take or drink
something (usually nyquil, tylenol pm, grey goose or dxm in times of
absolute desperation) and the night is usually when the feelings of
loneliness and pain are the worse... i am married and have 4 kids and
a cat (who gets the blame for my cuts, when people see them) and often
i will wander the house at night and see them sleep and i just feel
like a ghost in one of those b horror flicks, the entity that is
trapped and wants for what "could be" but cannot just reach out and
touch that happiness that everyone around them seems to be part of.
even though i am married, my relationship (if you can call it that) is
nothing like what they show on those stupid "family" filler shows, we
are nothing more the 2 people bonded by a piece of paper, a long
forgotten promise and responsibility.  i am sooooo tired but cannot
sleep most of the time, i want to actually cry but blood is the only
thing that seems to come out of me that helps.... i am a freak and
pretty generally a worthless piece of shit.  when i get in "this funk"
really bad like i am feeling right now i start to remember stuff, and
the memories usually make the pain and feelings of self worthlessness
worse, so much that i have a hard time actually talking to people when
it is this bad. this evening i was trying to remember one person i
have encountered in this world that i have done helped, that i have
made a positive impact on even in the slightest and i cannot think of
one, but MANY come to mind that i have hurt... the stock answer i
would always get is that God puts everyone here for a purpose, then
what the hell is mine. i think the only reason i have not finished
everything up until know is incompetence, fear of the unknown and my
selfish desire for the superficial crap that i have collected over the
years that my family will gladly be selling on ebay the day after they
plant me next to the rose bushes....

any rate thanks for putting up with my rant, i realize everyone here
has your own issues and demons they are fighting, i just felt the need
to rant... this is not a threat of suicide or anything just a rant an
expression of feelings mixed in with a bit of whining...





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#11773 From: "No name, just a number..." <crying_w_blood@...>
Date: Tue Mar 29, 2005 2:46 am
Subject: hello all... 		crying_w_blood
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i am new here, but certainly not to "this world of depression and
desire to not be"... i am a male cutter and have been for a very long
time and i am older then i should be and still battling with this
crap...

any rate i am here probably for the same reason many of you are, i am
really beginning to feel overwhelmed with "life" and feelings of
hopelessness, helplessness, darkness and nothingness seem to be all i
am.  usually i can get a razor or 2 and after a bit of superficial
cutting and a sometimes some considerable bleeding i can get it
together enough to get some sleep and then the next morning plaster on
a fake smile and "deal" with the world, but for the last 6 months or
so it has been getting harder and harder, now i am not sure anymore or
even if i want to any longer.  i feel so tired, unmotivated and just
don't give a shit any longer and thoughts of ending it keep on the end
of my mind and are getting more and more stronger.  i have tons of
scars on my arms and some on my chest and legs and a couple on my
hands from my self inflected wounds.  i try extremely hard to hide
them and only cut my hands when i want to leave a permanent scar to
remind my self that i REALLY f??ked up and to never do it again...
lateley i have not even cared about allowing others to see my injuries
i have not feelings at all about them or the comments i have been
making about harming myself, which i know is an extremely bad thing.
today i showed up for work at 10:30, did absolutely nothing until
around 13:00 then did a couple of reports and took off for lunch at
15:00 and just did not come back, the last 3 days i have not said one
word to anyone or even came out of my area where i work... if i knew
how or thought it would have done any good, i would have been
absolutely balling my eyes out on the way home because of the absolute
massively sized feeling that i have right in the cetner of my body
that makes me feel like the world is nothing more then a bad
television show.  i can't sleep anymore unless i take or drink
something (usually nyquil, tylenol pm, grey goose or dxm in times of
absolute desperation) and the night is usually when the feelings of
loneliness and pain are the worse... i am married and have 4 kids and
a cat (who gets the blame for my cuts, when people see them) and often
i will wander the house at night and see them sleep and i just feel
like a ghost in one of those b horror flicks, the entity that is
trapped and wants for what "could be" but cannot just reach out and
touch that happiness that everyone around them seems to be part of.
even though i am married, my relationship (if you can call it that) is
nothing like what they show on those stupid "family" filler shows, we
are nothing more the 2 people bonded by a piece of paper, a long
forgotten promise and responsibility.  i am sooooo tired but cannot
sleep most of the time, i want to actually cry but blood is the only
thing that seems to come out of me that helps.... i am a freak and
pretty generally a worthless piece of shit.  when i get in "this funk"
really bad like i am feeling right now i start to remember stuff, and
the memories usually make the pain and feelings of self worthlessness
worse, so much that i have a hard time actually talking to people when
it is this bad. this evening i was trying to remember one person i
have encountered in this world that i have done helped, that i have
made a positive impact on even in the slightest and i cannot think of
one, but MANY come to mind that i have hurt... the stock answer i
would always get is that God puts everyone here for a purpose, then
what the hell is mine. i think the only reason i have not finished
everything up until know is incompetence, fear of the unknown and my
selfish desire for the superficial crap that i have collected over the
years that my family will gladly be selling on ebay the day after they
plant me next to the rose bushes....

any rate thanks for putting up with my rant, i realize everyone here
has your own issues and demons they are fighting, i just felt the need
to rant... this is not a threat of suicide or anything just a rant an
expression of feelings mixed in with a bit of whining...

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#11772 From: Flower of Life! <newmichmedoffice@...>
Date: Mon Mar 28, 2005 2:04 pm
Subject: Re: [Suicide] BYE 		newmichmedof...
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I would like your help...are you around?

redmysteryflame <no_reply@yahoogroups.com> wrote:
I am letting you all go. I going to go. I am not sure if I'll be back
not sure if you anyone will care. I am not sure of anything right now
accept I am feeling real bad right now. I haven't cut in almost 3yrs
but I am not sure how much longer I can go without cutting. The
thoughts are getting stronger by the hour and I been feeling this way
since little after 3. Bye Forget I posted . It's not big deal. Nothing
I say is a big deal anyway.
Dana




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#11771 From: redmysteryflame
Date: Mon Mar 28, 2005 1:47 pm
Subject: BYE 		redmysteryflame
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I am letting you all go. I going to go. I am not sure if I'll be back
not sure if you anyone will care. I am not sure of anything right now
accept I am feeling real bad right now. I haven't cut in almost 3yrs
but I am not sure how much longer I can go without cutting. The
thoughts are getting stronger by the hour and I been feeling this way
since little after 3. Bye Forget I posted . It's not big deal. Nothing
I say is a big deal anyway.
Dana

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#11770 From: "beth pittman" <nursebetty_1@...>
Date: Mon Mar 28, 2005 11:51 am
Subject: Re: [Suicide] Lonely... you all need 2 notice that i notice him 		nursebetty_80
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1 last thought


to lose all hope is freedom.

enjoy your freedom

>From: "Mike" <Mike81069@...>
>Reply-To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
>To: <suicide4@yahoogroups.com>
>Subject: Re: [Suicide] Lonely... you all need 2 notice that i notice him
>Date: Mon, 28 Mar 2005 04:07:09 -0700
>
>Thanks Beth, but hope is not what I have anymore. Thanks though....g'night
>
>   ----- Original Message -----
>   From: beth pittman
>   To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
>   Sent: Monday, March 28, 2005 4:01 AM
>   Subject: Re: [Suicide] Lonely... you all need 2 notice that i notice him
>
>
>   alrighty then.
>
>   >From: "Mike" <Mike81069@...>
>   >Reply-To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
>   >To: <suicide4@yahoogroups.com>
>   >Subject: Re: [Suicide] Lonely... you all need 2 notice that i notice
>him
>   >Date: Mon, 28 Mar 2005 03:46:53 -0700
>   >
>   >Beth, you don't want to get involved with me....I'm a wound on society;
>a
>   >scratch on a new car and a blight on the world! If i was to call
>you....you
>   >would regret it because......i have no friends, theres a reason for
>that!
>   >   ----- Original Message -----
>   >   From: beth pittman
>   >   To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
>   >   Sent: Monday, March 28, 2005 2:17 AM
>   >   Subject: Re: [Suicide] Lonely... you all need 2 notice that i notice
>him
>   >
>   >
>   >   mike,
>   >   i dont know you. i dont know if i can trust you. i cant know if what
>you
>   >say
>   >   is true. but guess what...  IVE JUST DESCRIBED EVERY RELATIONSHIP
>ANYONE
>   >   COULD EVER HAVE WITH ANYONE IN THE ENTIRE WORLD. I TRUST NO ONE AS
>WELL.
>   >no
>   >   one actually does. but ...mike...i have one question. and it is very
>   >   important.
>   >
>   >
>   >   have you lost all hope?
>   >
>   >   its not a trick ?. its just for my info. to get to know you better,
>b/c
>   >if
>   >   you didnt notice me (and my intentions) i noticed you silly boy.
>   >
>   >   i love you, do you believe in love? can you feel anything im saying,
>or
>   >of
>   >   me, or from me, or anything about me? if no, i dont care, not in a
>mean
>   >way,
>   >   but b/c i noticed you and i dont give up easy. i must have seen
>   >SOMETHING in
>   >   YOU. b/c i dont reply to many in this group.i believe those in this
>   >group
>   >   could vouch for that, for many here noticed me when i was absent. i
>   >never
>   >   knew of the loved ones that i could, scratch that, that i have
>   >accumulated
>   >   until i gave them something to worry about. i dont even know these
>   >people
>   >   mike. ive never seen them or spoken personally to them (except for
>   >brenda
>   >   who needs to call me soon). but my goodness the impact some of them
>have
>   >   had, a few in perticular. WOW. MIKE IM A DECADE YOUNGER THAN YOU. I
>   >WOULD
>   >   EXPECT YOU TO BE WISER. LIFE DOESNT ALWAYS WORK LIKE THAT THOUGH. i
>   >would
>   >   love to talk to you at least on the phone. i cant sleep either. so
>if
>   >you
>   >   get the notion, i would love to hear YOUR voice and no other. cell #
>   >   229-444-2364. if you died today, it would not change the fact that
>for
>   >some
>   >   reason i will never be able to forget the words we have exchanged.
>why
>   >have
>   >   i noticed you mike? i may never know. but i will never forget, no
>matter
>   >how
>   >   our lives end...    .... or end up.
>   >
>   >
>   >
>   >   >From: "beth pittman" <nursebetty_1@...>
>   >   >Reply-To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
>   >   >To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
>   >   >Subject: Re: [Suicide] Lonely
>   >   >Date: Mon, 28 Mar 2005 02:06:15 -0600
>   >   >
>   >   >when you were a child, what was life like?
>   >   >beth
>   >   >
>   >   > >From: "Mike" <Mike81069@...>
>   >   > >Reply-To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
>   >   > >To: <suicide4@yahoogroups.com>
>   >   > >Subject: Re: [Suicide] Lonely
>   >   > >Date: Mon, 28 Mar 2005 00:35:30 -0700
>   >   > >
>   >   > >I have always had trouble sleeping. I guess I have turned people
>away
>   >   >since
>   >   > >High school about 10th grade. No real reason, I just didn't find
>   >anyone
>   >   >to
>   >   > >be as honest and such as myself. The only ones i wouldn't turn
>away
>   >are
>   >   >my
>   >   > >kids. Both my girls deserve better then i have to give them
>though. I
>   >   >think
>   >   > >my mom would be happy if i wasn't here anymore. She seems to make
>   >   > >everything i do seem small and stupid. I dont add up to everyones
>   >   > >expectations. I think if I disappeared tonight my kids would be a
>   >little
>   >   > >down for awhile, but they would get over it. Besides that they
>would
>   >be
>   >   >in
>   >   > >a better position to succeed. No one wants a 35 year old man who
>   >hasn't
>   >   > >found his place in life. No one wants someone like me to be
>friends
>   >with.
>   >   > >No one wants a loser!
>   >   > >   ----- Original Message -----
>   >   > >   From: beth pittman
>   >   > >   To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
>   >   > >   Sent: Monday, March 28, 2005 12:11 AM
>   >   > >   Subject: Re: [Suicide] Lonely
>   >   > >
>   >   > >
>   >   > >   do you have trouble sleeping? how long have you turned them
>away?
>   >is
>   >   > >there
>   >   > >   anyone you wouldnt turn away? would it make everyone happy and
>   >make
>   >   >them
>   >   > >   celebrate if you were now here anymore?
>   >   > >   beth
>   >   > >
>   >   > >   >From: "Mike" <Mike81069@...>
>   >   > >   >Reply-To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
>   >   > >   >To: <suicide4@yahoogroups.com>
>   >   > >   >Subject: Re: [Suicide] Lonely
>   >   > >   >Date: Sun, 27 Mar 2005 23:54:14 -0700
>   >   > >   >
>   >   > >   >Beth, im 35, seperated from wife, two kids and nothing else
>   >matters
>   >   > >really,
>   >   > >   >just that i need friends, but so used to turning them away
>for so
>   >   >long.
>   >   > >I
>   >   > >   >probably dont even matter anymore.
>   >   > >   >----- Original Message -----
>   >   > >   >From: "beth pittman" <nursebetty_1@...>
>   >   > >   >To: <suicide4@yahoogroups.com>
>   >   > >   >Sent: Sunday, March 27, 2005 11:49 PM
>   >   > >   >Subject: RE: [Suicide] Lonely
>   >   > >   >
>   >   > >   >
>   >   > >   >
>   >   > >   >mike,
>   >   > >   >
>   >   > >   >tell me who you are, please. how old, how young, in school,
>work,
>   >   >wife,
>   >   > >   >and/or when you were 5yrs old...anything, did you know you
>could
>   >pick
>   >   > >   >honeysuckle flowers suck the bottom and taste honey? please
>tell
>   >me a
>   >   > >   >little. i would like to know and would and have the pleasure
>of
>   >   >reading
>   >   > >it.
>   >   > >   >even if you dont reply, im glad i got to email you.
>   >   > >   >
>   >   > >   >sincerely,
>   >   > >   >beth
>   >   > >   >
>   >   > >   > >From: "Mike" <Mike81069@...>
>   >   > >   > >Reply-To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
>   >   > >   > >To: <suicide4@yahoogroups.com>
>   >   > >   > >Subject: [Suicide] Lonely
>   >   > >   > >Date: Sun, 27 Mar 2005 22:56:57 -0700
>   >   > >   > >
>   >   > >   > >What happened to me? I have no friends anymore, I'm not
>even
>   >sure i
>   >   > >want
>   >   > >   > >them. I'm lonely, i need someone to notice me, someone to
>love
>   >me
>   >   >and
>   >   > >   > >someone to hold me. Sex isn't even all that important to me
>   >   > >   >anymore...just
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>   >one
>   >   > >is
>   >   > >   >here
>   >   > >   > >and no one loves me! Life is not all that important to me
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>   >   >I
>   >   > >just
>   >   > >   > >wish I had someone who cared about me!
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#11769 From: redmysteryflame
Date: Mon Mar 28, 2005 11:22 am
Subject: Re: [Suicide] ANyone out there 		redmysteryflame
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let's hear what? I need to talk to someone-


-- In suicide4@yahoogroups.com, "beth pittman" <nursebetty_1@h...> wrote:
> lets hear it
>
> >From: redmysteryflame <no_reply@yahoogroups.com>
> >Reply-To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
> >To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
> >Subject: [Suicide] ANyone out there
> >Date: Mon, 28 Mar 2005 10:57:10 -0000
> >
> >
> >I know it's early but I need to talk to someone
> >
> >
> >
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#11768 From: "Mike" <Mike81069@...>
Date: Mon Mar 28, 2005 11:07 am
Subject: Re: [Suicide] Lonely... you all need 2 notice that i notice him 		michael_in_hell
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Thanks Beth, but hope is not what I have anymore. Thanks though....g'night

   ----- Original Message -----
   From: beth pittman
   To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
   Sent: Monday, March 28, 2005 4:01 AM
   Subject: Re: [Suicide] Lonely... you all need 2 notice that i notice him


   alrighty then.

   >From: "Mike" <Mike81069@...>
   >Reply-To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
   >To: <suicide4@yahoogroups.com>
   >Subject: Re: [Suicide] Lonely... you all need 2 notice that i notice him
   >Date: Mon, 28 Mar 2005 03:46:53 -0700
   >
   >Beth, you don't want to get involved with me....I'm a wound on society; a
   >scratch on a new car and a blight on the world! If i was to call you....you
   >would regret it because......i have no friends, theres a reason for that!
   >   ----- Original Message -----
   >   From: beth pittman
   >   To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
   >   Sent: Monday, March 28, 2005 2:17 AM
   >   Subject: Re: [Suicide] Lonely... you all need 2 notice that i notice him
   >
   >
   >   mike,
   >   i dont know you. i dont know if i can trust you. i cant know if what you
   >say
   >   is true. but guess what...  IVE JUST DESCRIBED EVERY RELATIONSHIP ANYONE
   >   COULD EVER HAVE WITH ANYONE IN THE ENTIRE WORLD. I TRUST NO ONE AS WELL.
   >no
   >   one actually does. but ...mike...i have one question. and it is very
   >   important.
   >
   >
   >   have you lost all hope?
   >
   >   its not a trick ?. its just for my info. to get to know you better, b/c
   >if
   >   you didnt notice me (and my intentions) i noticed you silly boy.
   >
   >   i love you, do you believe in love? can you feel anything im saying, or
   >of
   >   me, or from me, or anything about me? if no, i dont care, not in a mean
   >way,
   >   but b/c i noticed you and i dont give up easy. i must have seen
   >SOMETHING in
   >   YOU. b/c i dont reply to many in this group.i believe those in this
   >group
   >   could vouch for that, for many here noticed me when i was absent. i
   >never
   >   knew of the loved ones that i could, scratch that, that i have
   >accumulated
   >   until i gave them something to worry about. i dont even know these
   >people
   >   mike. ive never seen them or spoken personally to them (except for
   >brenda
   >   who needs to call me soon). but my goodness the impact some of them have
   >   had, a few in perticular. WOW. MIKE IM A DECADE YOUNGER THAN YOU. I
   >WOULD
   >   EXPECT YOU TO BE WISER. LIFE DOESNT ALWAYS WORK LIKE THAT THOUGH. i
   >would
   >   love to talk to you at least on the phone. i cant sleep either. so if
   >you
   >   get the notion, i would love to hear YOUR voice and no other. cell #
   >   229-444-2364. if you died today, it would not change the fact that for
   >some
   >   reason i will never be able to forget the words we have exchanged. why
   >have
   >   i noticed you mike? i may never know. but i will never forget, no matter
   >how
   >   our lives end...    .... or end up.
   >
   >
   >
   >   >From: "beth pittman" <nursebetty_1@...>
   >   >Reply-To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
   >   >To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
   >   >Subject: Re: [Suicide] Lonely
   >   >Date: Mon, 28 Mar 2005 02:06:15 -0600
   >   >
   >   >when you were a child, what was life like?
   >   >beth
   >   >
   >   > >From: "Mike" <Mike81069@...>
   >   > >Reply-To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
   >   > >To: <suicide4@yahoogroups.com>
   >   > >Subject: Re: [Suicide] Lonely
   >   > >Date: Mon, 28 Mar 2005 00:35:30 -0700
   >   > >
   >   > >I have always had trouble sleeping. I guess I have turned people away
   >   >since
   >   > >High school about 10th grade. No real reason, I just didn't find
   >anyone
   >   >to
   >   > >be as honest and such as myself. The only ones i wouldn't turn away
   >are
   >   >my
   >   > >kids. Both my girls deserve better then i have to give them though. I
   >   >think
   >   > >my mom would be happy if i wasn't here anymore. She seems to make
   >   > >everything i do seem small and stupid. I dont add up to everyones
   >   > >expectations. I think if I disappeared tonight my kids would be a
   >little
   >   > >down for awhile, but they would get over it. Besides that they would
   >be
   >   >in
   >   > >a better position to succeed. No one wants a 35 year old man who
   >hasn't
   >   > >found his place in life. No one wants someone like me to be friends
   >with.
   >   > >No one wants a loser!
   >   > >   ----- Original Message -----
   >   > >   From: beth pittman
   >   > >   To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
   >   > >   Sent: Monday, March 28, 2005 12:11 AM
   >   > >   Subject: Re: [Suicide] Lonely
   >   > >
   >   > >
   >   > >   do you have trouble sleeping? how long have you turned them away?
   >is
   >   > >there
   >   > >   anyone you wouldnt turn away? would it make everyone happy and
   >make
   >   >them
   >   > >   celebrate if you were now here anymore?
   >   > >   beth
   >   > >
   >   > >   >From: "Mike" <Mike81069@...>
   >   > >   >Reply-To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
   >   > >   >To: <suicide4@yahoogroups.com>
   >   > >   >Subject: Re: [Suicide] Lonely
   >   > >   >Date: Sun, 27 Mar 2005 23:54:14 -0700
   >   > >   >
   >   > >   >Beth, im 35, seperated from wife, two kids and nothing else
   >matters
   >   > >really,
   >   > >   >just that i need friends, but so used to turning them away for so
   >   >long.
   >   > >I
   >   > >   >probably dont even matter anymore.
   >   > >   >----- Original Message -----
   >   > >   >From: "beth pittman" <nursebetty_1@...>
   >   > >   >To: <suicide4@yahoogroups.com>
   >   > >   >Sent: Sunday, March 27, 2005 11:49 PM
   >   > >   >Subject: RE: [Suicide] Lonely
   >   > >   >
   >   > >   >
   >   > >   >
   >   > >   >mike,
   >   > >   >
   >   > >   >tell me who you are, please. how old, how young, in school, work,
   >   >wife,
   >   > >   >and/or when you were 5yrs old...anything, did you know you could
   >pick
   >   > >   >honeysuckle flowers suck the bottom and taste honey? please tell
   >me a
   >   > >   >little. i would like to know and would and have the pleasure of
   >   >reading
   >   > >it.
   >   > >   >even if you dont reply, im glad i got to email you.
   >   > >   >
   >   > >   >sincerely,
   >   > >   >beth
   >   > >   >
   >   > >   > >From: "Mike" <Mike81069@...>
   >   > >   > >Reply-To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
   >   > >   > >To: <suicide4@yahoogroups.com>
   >   > >   > >Subject: [Suicide] Lonely
   >   > >   > >Date: Sun, 27 Mar 2005 22:56:57 -0700
   >   > >   > >
   >   > >   > >What happened to me? I have no friends anymore, I'm not even
   >sure i
   >   > >want
   >   > >   > >them. I'm lonely, i need someone to notice me, someone to love
   >me
   >   >and
   >   > >   > >someone to hold me. Sex isn't even all that important to me
   >   > >   >anymore...just
   >   > >   > >to be held and told i'm loved would be enough! No one cares, no
   >one
   >   > >is
   >   > >   >here
   >   > >   > >and no one loves me! Life is not all that important to me
   >anymore.
   >   >I
   >   > >just
   >   > >   > >wish I had someone who cared about me!
   >   > >   > >
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#11767 From: "beth pittman" <nursebetty_1@...>
Date: Mon Mar 28, 2005 11:03 am
Subject: RE: [Suicide] ANyone out there 		nursebetty_80
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lets hear it

>From: redmysteryflame <no_reply@yahoogroups.com>
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>To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
>Subject: [Suicide] ANyone out there
>Date: Mon, 28 Mar 2005 10:57:10 -0000
>
>
>I know it's early but I need to talk to someone
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#11766 From: "beth pittman" <nursebetty_1@...>
Date: Mon Mar 28, 2005 11:01 am
Subject: Re: [Suicide] Lonely... you all need 2 notice that i notice him 		nursebetty_80
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alrighty then.

>From: "Mike" <Mike81069@...>
>Reply-To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
>To: <suicide4@yahoogroups.com>
>Subject: Re: [Suicide] Lonely... you all need 2 notice that i notice him
>Date: Mon, 28 Mar 2005 03:46:53 -0700
>
>Beth, you don't want to get involved with me....I'm a wound on society; a
>scratch on a new car and a blight on the world! If i was to call you....you
>would regret it because......i have no friends, theres a reason for that!
>   ----- Original Message -----
>   From: beth pittman
>   To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
>   Sent: Monday, March 28, 2005 2:17 AM
>   Subject: Re: [Suicide] Lonely... you all need 2 notice that i notice him
>
>
>   mike,
>   i dont know you. i dont know if i can trust you. i cant know if what you
>say
>   is true. but guess what...  IVE JUST DESCRIBED EVERY RELATIONSHIP ANYONE
>   COULD EVER HAVE WITH ANYONE IN THE ENTIRE WORLD. I TRUST NO ONE AS WELL.
>no
>   one actually does. but ...mike...i have one question. and it is very
>   important.
>
>
>   have you lost all hope?
>
>   its not a trick ?. its just for my info. to get to know you better, b/c
>if
>   you didnt notice me (and my intentions) i noticed you silly boy.
>
>   i love you, do you believe in love? can you feel anything im saying, or
>of
>   me, or from me, or anything about me? if no, i dont care, not in a mean
>way,
>   but b/c i noticed you and i dont give up easy. i must have seen
>SOMETHING in
>   YOU. b/c i dont reply to many in this group.i believe those in this
>group
>   could vouch for that, for many here noticed me when i was absent. i
>never
>   knew of the loved ones that i could, scratch that, that i have
>accumulated
>   until i gave them something to worry about. i dont even know these
>people
>   mike. ive never seen them or spoken personally to them (except for
>brenda
>   who needs to call me soon). but my goodness the impact some of them have
>   had, a few in perticular. WOW. MIKE IM A DECADE YOUNGER THAN YOU. I
>WOULD
>   EXPECT YOU TO BE WISER. LIFE DOESNT ALWAYS WORK LIKE THAT THOUGH. i
>would
>   love to talk to you at least on the phone. i cant sleep either. so if
>you
>   get the notion, i would love to hear YOUR voice and no other. cell #
>   229-444-2364. if you died today, it would not change the fact that for
>some
>   reason i will never be able to forget the words we have exchanged. why
>have
>   i noticed you mike? i may never know. but i will never forget, no matter
>how
>   our lives end...    .... or end up.
>
>
>
>   >From: "beth pittman" <nursebetty_1@...>
>   >Reply-To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
>   >To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
>   >Subject: Re: [Suicide] Lonely
>   >Date: Mon, 28 Mar 2005 02:06:15 -0600
>   >
>   >when you were a child, what was life like?
>   >beth
>   >
>   > >From: "Mike" <Mike81069@...>
>   > >Reply-To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
>   > >To: <suicide4@yahoogroups.com>
>   > >Subject: Re: [Suicide] Lonely
>   > >Date: Mon, 28 Mar 2005 00:35:30 -0700
>   > >
>   > >I have always had trouble sleeping. I guess I have turned people away
>   >since
>   > >High school about 10th grade. No real reason, I just didn't find
>anyone
>   >to
>   > >be as honest and such as myself. The only ones i wouldn't turn away
>are
>   >my
>   > >kids. Both my girls deserve better then i have to give them though. I
>   >think
>   > >my mom would be happy if i wasn't here anymore. She seems to make
>   > >everything i do seem small and stupid. I dont add up to everyones
>   > >expectations. I think if I disappeared tonight my kids would be a
>little
>   > >down for awhile, but they would get over it. Besides that they would
>be
>   >in
>   > >a better position to succeed. No one wants a 35 year old man who
>hasn't
>   > >found his place in life. No one wants someone like me to be friends
>with.
>   > >No one wants a loser!
>   > >   ----- Original Message -----
>   > >   From: beth pittman
>   > >   To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
>   > >   Sent: Monday, March 28, 2005 12:11 AM
>   > >   Subject: Re: [Suicide] Lonely
>   > >
>   > >
>   > >   do you have trouble sleeping? how long have you turned them away?
>is
>   > >there
>   > >   anyone you wouldnt turn away? would it make everyone happy and
>make
>   >them
>   > >   celebrate if you were now here anymore?
>   > >   beth
>   > >
>   > >   >From: "Mike" <Mike81069@...>
>   > >   >Reply-To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
>   > >   >To: <suicide4@yahoogroups.com>
>   > >   >Subject: Re: [Suicide] Lonely
>   > >   >Date: Sun, 27 Mar 2005 23:54:14 -0700
>   > >   >
>   > >   >Beth, im 35, seperated from wife, two kids and nothing else
>matters
>   > >really,
>   > >   >just that i need friends, but so used to turning them away for so
>   >long.
>   > >I
>   > >   >probably dont even matter anymore.
>   > >   >----- Original Message -----
>   > >   >From: "beth pittman" <nursebetty_1@...>
>   > >   >To: <suicide4@yahoogroups.com>
>   > >   >Sent: Sunday, March 27, 2005 11:49 PM
>   > >   >Subject: RE: [Suicide] Lonely
>   > >   >
>   > >   >
>   > >   >
>   > >   >mike,
>   > >   >
>   > >   >tell me who you are, please. how old, how young, in school, work,
>   >wife,
>   > >   >and/or when you were 5yrs old...anything, did you know you could
>pick
>   > >   >honeysuckle flowers suck the bottom and taste honey? please tell
>me a
>   > >   >little. i would like to know and would and have the pleasure of
>   >reading
>   > >it.
>   > >   >even if you dont reply, im glad i got to email you.
>   > >   >
>   > >   >sincerely,
>   > >   >beth
>   > >   >
>   > >   > >From: "Mike" <Mike81069@...>
>   > >   > >Reply-To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
>   > >   > >To: <suicide4@yahoogroups.com>
>   > >   > >Subject: [Suicide] Lonely
>   > >   > >Date: Sun, 27 Mar 2005 22:56:57 -0700
>   > >   > >
>   > >   > >What happened to me? I have no friends anymore, I'm not even
>sure i
>   > >want
>   > >   > >them. I'm lonely, i need someone to notice me, someone to love
>me
>   >and
>   > >   > >someone to hold me. Sex isn't even all that important to me
>   > >   >anymore...just
>   > >   > >to be held and told i'm loved would be enough! No one cares, no
>one
>   > >is
>   > >   >here
>   > >   > >and no one loves me! Life is not all that important to me
>anymore.
>   >I
>   > >just
>   > >   > >wish I had someone who cared about me!
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#11765 From: redmysteryflame
Date: Mon Mar 28, 2005 10:57 am
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I know it's early but I need to talk to someone

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#11764 From: "Mike" <Mike81069@...>
Date: Mon Mar 28, 2005 10:46 am
Subject: Re: [Suicide] Lonely... you all need 2 notice that i notice him 		michael_in_hell
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Beth, you don't want to get involved with me....I'm a wound on society; a
scratch on a new car and a blight on the world! If i was to call you....you
would regret it because......i have no friends, theres a reason for that!
   ----- Original Message -----
   From: beth pittman
   To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
   Sent: Monday, March 28, 2005 2:17 AM
   Subject: Re: [Suicide] Lonely... you all need 2 notice that i notice him


   mike,
   i dont know you. i dont know if i can trust you. i cant know if what you say
   is true. but guess what...  IVE JUST DESCRIBED EVERY RELATIONSHIP ANYONE
   COULD EVER HAVE WITH ANYONE IN THE ENTIRE WORLD. I TRUST NO ONE AS WELL. no
   one actually does. but ...mike...i have one question. and it is very
   important.


   have you lost all hope?

   its not a trick ?. its just for my info. to get to know you better, b/c if
   you didnt notice me (and my intentions) i noticed you silly boy.

   i love you, do you believe in love? can you feel anything im saying, or of
   me, or from me, or anything about me? if no, i dont care, not in a mean way,
   but b/c i noticed you and i dont give up easy. i must have seen SOMETHING in
   YOU. b/c i dont reply to many in this group.i believe those in this group
   could vouch for that, for many here noticed me when i was absent. i never
   knew of the loved ones that i could, scratch that, that i have accumulated
   until i gave them something to worry about. i dont even know these people
   mike. ive never seen them or spoken personally to them (except for brenda
   who needs to call me soon). but my goodness the impact some of them have
   had, a few in perticular. WOW. MIKE IM A DECADE YOUNGER THAN YOU. I WOULD
   EXPECT YOU TO BE WISER. LIFE DOESNT ALWAYS WORK LIKE THAT THOUGH. i would
   love to talk to you at least on the phone. i cant sleep either. so if you
   get the notion, i would love to hear YOUR voice and no other. cell #
   229-444-2364. if you died today, it would not change the fact that for some
   reason i will never be able to forget the words we have exchanged. why have
   i noticed you mike? i may never know. but i will never forget, no matter how
   our lives end...    .... or end up.



   >From: "beth pittman" <nursebetty_1@...>
   >Reply-To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
   >To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
   >Subject: Re: [Suicide] Lonely
   >Date: Mon, 28 Mar 2005 02:06:15 -0600
   >
   >when you were a child, what was life like?
   >beth
   >
   > >From: "Mike" <Mike81069@...>
   > >Reply-To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
   > >To: <suicide4@yahoogroups.com>
   > >Subject: Re: [Suicide] Lonely
   > >Date: Mon, 28 Mar 2005 00:35:30 -0700
   > >
   > >I have always had trouble sleeping. I guess I have turned people away
   >since
   > >High school about 10th grade. No real reason, I just didn't find anyone
   >to
   > >be as honest and such as myself. The only ones i wouldn't turn away are
   >my
   > >kids. Both my girls deserve better then i have to give them though. I
   >think
   > >my mom would be happy if i wasn't here anymore. She seems to make
   > >everything i do seem small and stupid. I dont add up to everyones
   > >expectations. I think if I disappeared tonight my kids would be a little
   > >down for awhile, but they would get over it. Besides that they would be
   >in
   > >a better position to succeed. No one wants a 35 year old man who hasn't
   > >found his place in life. No one wants someone like me to be friends with.
   > >No one wants a loser!
   > >   ----- Original Message -----
   > >   From: beth pittman
   > >   To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
   > >   Sent: Monday, March 28, 2005 12:11 AM
   > >   Subject: Re: [Suicide] Lonely
   > >
   > >
   > >   do you have trouble sleeping? how long have you turned them away? is
   > >there
   > >   anyone you wouldnt turn away? would it make everyone happy and make
   >them
   > >   celebrate if you were now here anymore?
   > >   beth
   > >
   > >   >From: "Mike" <Mike81069@...>
   > >   >Reply-To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
   > >   >To: <suicide4@yahoogroups.com>
   > >   >Subject: Re: [Suicide] Lonely
   > >   >Date: Sun, 27 Mar 2005 23:54:14 -0700
   > >   >
   > >   >Beth, im 35, seperated from wife, two kids and nothing else matters
   > >really,
   > >   >just that i need friends, but so used to turning them away for so
   >long.
   > >I
   > >   >probably dont even matter anymore.
   > >   >----- Original Message -----
   > >   >From: "beth pittman" <nursebetty_1@...>
   > >   >To: <suicide4@yahoogroups.com>
   > >   >Sent: Sunday, March 27, 2005 11:49 PM
   > >   >Subject: RE: [Suicide] Lonely
   > >   >
   > >   >
   > >   >
   > >   >mike,
   > >   >
   > >   >tell me who you are, please. how old, how young, in school, work,
   >wife,
   > >   >and/or when you were 5yrs old...anything, did you know you could pick
   > >   >honeysuckle flowers suck the bottom and taste honey? please tell me a
   > >   >little. i would like to know and would and have the pleasure of
   >reading
   > >it.
   > >   >even if you dont reply, im glad i got to email you.
   > >   >
   > >   >sincerely,
   > >   >beth
   > >   >
   > >   > >From: "Mike" <Mike81069@...>
   > >   > >Reply-To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
   > >   > >To: <suicide4@yahoogroups.com>
   > >   > >Subject: [Suicide] Lonely
   > >   > >Date: Sun, 27 Mar 2005 22:56:57 -0700
   > >   > >
   > >   > >What happened to me? I have no friends anymore, I'm not even sure i
   > >want
   > >   > >them. I'm lonely, i need someone to notice me, someone to love me
   >and
   > >   > >someone to hold me. Sex isn't even all that important to me
   > >   >anymore...just
   > >   > >to be held and told i'm loved would be enough! No one cares, no one
   > >is
   > >   >here
   > >   > >and no one loves me! Life is not all that important to me anymore.
   >I
   > >just
   > >   > >wish I had someone who cared about me!
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#11763 From: redmysteryflame
Date: Mon Mar 28, 2005 10:03 am
Subject: How was everyone Easter? 		redmysteryflame
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Mind was good. Hope everyone had good easter. I need somewhere to
vent. I know I run here when I need somewhere to vent and never postto
anyone post. I just can't stay around this group when I am not in my
moods other wise read some of the post puts me there. I hope people
understand. I don't know I am just rambling right now.

It's early should be in bed asleep . I sent hubby to work and son(6
1/2mos off to grandma's almost a hour ago)And yet when I have extra 3
1/2hrs to sleep I am up eyes full of tears. Nothing going on to set
this off but I just in one these mood where I tired of my life. Don't
get me wrong I love my husband and my son and would do the world to
make them happy but I am just not happy. It's not them at all . Matter
fact it's them why I don't act out on my thought when I feel like
cutting myself . I would never cause harm to myself when either of
them or here but when their not and I get in my moods. I just feel
like I am all alone and maybe the world be better off with out me.
Right now I just feel so alone right now (well techinally I am but
still) I don't know what to do. Hubby at work but I don't want him to
have to worry about me while he at work(like he don't have things to
worry about at work don't need have worry about his crazy wife &
mother of his son is back in one of her moods again.) I need to find
something to do . Atleast if I am rambling I am not causing harm to
myself.:) I know . Anyway I am go find something to do. Hey the good
part is the only time the apartment gets a good throughly cleaning is
1)when hubby feels guilty for something he did 2)When I a piss off at
hubby 3) when I get in my mood to hurt myself and I try to keep my
hands doing other things so I can't hurt myself. Let everyone go. I
got to stay busy.

Dana

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#11762 From: "beth pittman" <nursebetty_1@...>
Date: Mon Mar 28, 2005 9:17 am
Subject: Re: [Suicide] Lonely... you all need 2 notice that i notice him 		nursebetty_80
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mike,
i dont know you. i dont know if i can trust you. i cant know if what you say
is true. but guess what...  IVE JUST DESCRIBED EVERY RELATIONSHIP ANYONE
COULD EVER HAVE WITH ANYONE IN THE ENTIRE WORLD. I TRUST NO ONE AS WELL. no
one actually does. but ...mike...i have one question. and it is very
important.


have you lost all hope?

its not a trick ?. its just for my info. to get to know you better, b/c if
you didnt notice me (and my intentions) i noticed you silly boy.

i love you, do you believe in love? can you feel anything im saying, or of
me, or from me, or anything about me? if no, i dont care, not in a mean way,
but b/c i noticed you and i dont give up easy. i must have seen SOMETHING in
YOU. b/c i dont reply to many in this group.i believe those in this group
could vouch for that, for many here noticed me when i was absent. i never
knew of the loved ones that i could, scratch that, that i have accumulated
until i gave them something to worry about. i dont even know these people
mike. ive never seen them or spoken personally to them (except for brenda
who needs to call me soon). but my goodness the impact some of them have
had, a few in perticular. WOW. MIKE IM A DECADE YOUNGER THAN YOU. I WOULD
EXPECT YOU TO BE WISER. LIFE DOESNT ALWAYS WORK LIKE THAT THOUGH. i would
love to talk to you at least on the phone. i cant sleep either. so if you
get the notion, i would love to hear YOUR voice and no other. cell #
229-444-2364. if you died today, it would not change the fact that for some
reason i will never be able to forget the words we have exchanged. why have
i noticed you mike? i may never know. but i will never forget, no matter how
our lives end...    .... or end up.



>From: "beth pittman" <nursebetty_1@...>
>Reply-To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
>To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
>Subject: Re: [Suicide] Lonely
>Date: Mon, 28 Mar 2005 02:06:15 -0600
>
>when you were a child, what was life like?
>beth
>
> >From: "Mike" <Mike81069@...>
> >Reply-To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
> >To: <suicide4@yahoogroups.com>
> >Subject: Re: [Suicide] Lonely
> >Date: Mon, 28 Mar 2005 00:35:30 -0700
> >
> >I have always had trouble sleeping. I guess I have turned people away
>since
> >High school about 10th grade. No real reason, I just didn't find anyone
>to
> >be as honest and such as myself. The only ones i wouldn't turn away are
>my
> >kids. Both my girls deserve better then i have to give them though. I
>think
> >my mom would be happy if i wasn't here anymore. She seems to make
> >everything i do seem small and stupid. I dont add up to everyones
> >expectations. I think if I disappeared tonight my kids would be a little
> >down for awhile, but they would get over it. Besides that they would be
>in
> >a better position to succeed. No one wants a 35 year old man who hasn't
> >found his place in life. No one wants someone like me to be friends with.
> >No one wants a loser!
> >   ----- Original Message -----
> >   From: beth pittman
> >   To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
> >   Sent: Monday, March 28, 2005 12:11 AM
> >   Subject: Re: [Suicide] Lonely
> >
> >
> >   do you have trouble sleeping? how long have you turned them away? is
> >there
> >   anyone you wouldnt turn away? would it make everyone happy and make
>them
> >   celebrate if you were now here anymore?
> >   beth
> >
> >   >From: "Mike" <Mike81069@...>
> >   >Reply-To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
> >   >To: <suicide4@yahoogroups.com>
> >   >Subject: Re: [Suicide] Lonely
> >   >Date: Sun, 27 Mar 2005 23:54:14 -0700
> >   >
> >   >Beth, im 35, seperated from wife, two kids and nothing else matters
> >really,
> >   >just that i need friends, but so used to turning them away for so
>long.
> >I
> >   >probably dont even matter anymore.
> >   >----- Original Message -----
> >   >From: "beth pittman" <nursebetty_1@...>
> >   >To: <suicide4@yahoogroups.com>
> >   >Sent: Sunday, March 27, 2005 11:49 PM
> >   >Subject: RE: [Suicide] Lonely
> >   >
> >   >
> >   >
> >   >mike,
> >   >
> >   >tell me who you are, please. how old, how young, in school, work,
>wife,
> >   >and/or when you were 5yrs old...anything, did you know you could pick
> >   >honeysuckle flowers suck the bottom and taste honey? please tell me a
> >   >little. i would like to know and would and have the pleasure of
>reading
> >it.
> >   >even if you dont reply, im glad i got to email you.
> >   >
> >   >sincerely,
> >   >beth
> >   >
> >   > >From: "Mike" <Mike81069@...>
> >   > >Reply-To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
> >   > >To: <suicide4@yahoogroups.com>
> >   > >Subject: [Suicide] Lonely
> >   > >Date: Sun, 27 Mar 2005 22:56:57 -0700
> >   > >
> >   > >What happened to me? I have no friends anymore, I'm not even sure i
> >want
> >   > >them. I'm lonely, i need someone to notice me, someone to love me
>and
> >   > >someone to hold me. Sex isn't even all that important to me
> >   >anymore...just
> >   > >to be held and told i'm loved would be enough! No one cares, no one
> >is
> >   >here
> >   > >and no one loves me! Life is not all that important to me anymore.
>I
> >just
> >   > >wish I had someone who cared about me!
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#11761 From: "Mike" <Mike81069@...>
Date: Mon Mar 28, 2005 8:11 am
Subject: Re: [Suicide] Lonely 		michael_in_hell
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If you really want to know....i was abused...physicly,sexualy and emotionaly
   ----- Original Message -----
   From: beth pittman
   To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
   Sent: Monday, March 28, 2005 1:06 AM
   Subject: Re: [Suicide] Lonely


   when you were a child, what was life like?
   beth

   >From: "Mike" <Mike81069@...>
   >Reply-To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
   >To: <suicide4@yahoogroups.com>
   >Subject: Re: [Suicide] Lonely
   >Date: Mon, 28 Mar 2005 00:35:30 -0700
   >
   >I have always had trouble sleeping. I guess I have turned people away since
   >High school about 10th grade. No real reason, I just didn't find anyone to
   >be as honest and such as myself. The only ones i wouldn't turn away are my
   >kids. Both my girls deserve better then i have to give them though. I think
   >my mom would be happy if i wasn't here anymore. She seems to make
   >everything i do seem small and stupid. I dont add up to everyones
   >expectations. I think if I disappeared tonight my kids would be a little
   >down for awhile, but they would get over it. Besides that they would be in
   >a better position to succeed. No one wants a 35 year old man who hasn't
   >found his place in life. No one wants someone like me to be friends with.
   >No one wants a loser!
   >   ----- Original Message -----
   >   From: beth pittman
   >   To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
   >   Sent: Monday, March 28, 2005 12:11 AM
   >   Subject: Re: [Suicide] Lonely
   >
   >
   >   do you have trouble sleeping? how long have you turned them away? is
   >there
   >   anyone you wouldnt turn away? would it make everyone happy and make them
   >   celebrate if you were now here anymore?
   >   beth
   >
   >   >From: "Mike" <Mike81069@...>
   >   >Reply-To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
   >   >To: <suicide4@yahoogroups.com>
   >   >Subject: Re: [Suicide] Lonely
   >   >Date: Sun, 27 Mar 2005 23:54:14 -0700
   >   >
   >   >Beth, im 35, seperated from wife, two kids and nothing else matters
   >really,
   >   >just that i need friends, but so used to turning them away for so long.
   >I
   >   >probably dont even matter anymore.
   >   >----- Original Message -----
   >   >From: "beth pittman" <nursebetty_1@...>
   >   >To: <suicide4@yahoogroups.com>
   >   >Sent: Sunday, March 27, 2005 11:49 PM
   >   >Subject: RE: [Suicide] Lonely
   >   >
   >   >
   >   >
   >   >mike,
   >   >
   >   >tell me who you are, please. how old, how young, in school, work, wife,
   >   >and/or when you were 5yrs old...anything, did you know you could pick
   >   >honeysuckle flowers suck the bottom and taste honey? please tell me a
   >   >little. i would like to know and would and have the pleasure of reading
   >it.
   >   >even if you dont reply, im glad i got to email you.
   >   >
   >   >sincerely,
   >   >beth
   >   >
   >   > >From: "Mike" <Mike81069@...>
   >   > >Reply-To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
   >   > >To: <suicide4@yahoogroups.com>
   >   > >Subject: [Suicide] Lonely
   >   > >Date: Sun, 27 Mar 2005 22:56:57 -0700
   >   > >
   >   > >What happened to me? I have no friends anymore, I'm not even sure i
   >want
   >   > >them. I'm lonely, i need someone to notice me, someone to love me and
   >   > >someone to hold me. Sex isn't even all that important to me
   >   >anymore...just
   >   > >to be held and told i'm loved would be enough! No one cares, no one
   >is
   >   >here
   >   > >and no one loves me! Life is not all that important to me anymore. I
   >just
   >   > >wish I had someone who cared about me!
   >   > >
   >   > >[Non-text portions of this message have been removed]
   >   > >
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#11760 From: "beth pittman" <nursebetty_1@...>
Date: Mon Mar 28, 2005 8:06 am
Subject: Re: [Suicide] Lonely 		nursebetty_80
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when you were a child, what was life like?
beth

>From: "Mike" <Mike81069@...>
>Reply-To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
>To: <suicide4@yahoogroups.com>
>Subject: Re: [Suicide] Lonely
>Date: Mon, 28 Mar 2005 00:35:30 -0700
>
>I have always had trouble sleeping. I guess I have turned people away since
>High school about 10th grade. No real reason, I just didn't find anyone to
>be as honest and such as myself. The only ones i wouldn't turn away are my
>kids. Both my girls deserve better then i have to give them though. I think
>my mom would be happy if i wasn't here anymore. She seems to make
>everything i do seem small and stupid. I dont add up to everyones
>expectations. I think if I disappeared tonight my kids would be a little
>down for awhile, but they would get over it. Besides that they would be in
>a better position to succeed. No one wants a 35 year old man who hasn't
>found his place in life. No one wants someone like me to be friends with.
>No one wants a loser!
>   ----- Original Message -----
>   From: beth pittman
>   To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
>   Sent: Monday, March 28, 2005 12:11 AM
>   Subject: Re: [Suicide] Lonely
>
>
>   do you have trouble sleeping? how long have you turned them away? is
>there
>   anyone you wouldnt turn away? would it make everyone happy and make them
>   celebrate if you were now here anymore?
>   beth
>
>   >From: "Mike" <Mike81069@...>
>   >Reply-To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
>   >To: <suicide4@yahoogroups.com>
>   >Subject: Re: [Suicide] Lonely
>   >Date: Sun, 27 Mar 2005 23:54:14 -0700
>   >
>   >Beth, im 35, seperated from wife, two kids and nothing else matters
>really,
>   >just that i need friends, but so used to turning them away for so long.
>I
>   >probably dont even matter anymore.
>   >----- Original Message -----
>   >From: "beth pittman" <nursebetty_1@...>
>   >To: <suicide4@yahoogroups.com>
>   >Sent: Sunday, March 27, 2005 11:49 PM
>   >Subject: RE: [Suicide] Lonely
>   >
>   >
>   >
>   >mike,
>   >
>   >tell me who you are, please. how old, how young, in school, work, wife,
>   >and/or when you were 5yrs old...anything, did you know you could pick
>   >honeysuckle flowers suck the bottom and taste honey? please tell me a
>   >little. i would like to know and would and have the pleasure of reading
>it.
>   >even if you dont reply, im glad i got to email you.
>   >
>   >sincerely,
>   >beth
>   >
>   > >From: "Mike" <Mike81069@...>
>   > >Reply-To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
>   > >To: <suicide4@yahoogroups.com>
>   > >Subject: [Suicide] Lonely
>   > >Date: Sun, 27 Mar 2005 22:56:57 -0700
>   > >
>   > >What happened to me? I have no friends anymore, I'm not even sure i
>want
>   > >them. I'm lonely, i need someone to notice me, someone to love me and
>   > >someone to hold me. Sex isn't even all that important to me
>   >anymore...just
>   > >to be held and told i'm loved would be enough! No one cares, no one
>is
>   >here
>   > >and no one loves me! Life is not all that important to me anymore. I
>just
>   > >wish I had someone who cared about me!
>   > >
>   > >[Non-text portions of this message have been removed]
>   > >
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#11759 From: "Mike" <Mike81069@...>
Date: Mon Mar 28, 2005 7:35 am
Subject: Re: [Suicide] Lonely 		michael_in_hell
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I have always had trouble sleeping. I guess I have turned people away since High
school about 10th grade. No real reason, I just didn't find anyone to be as
honest and such as myself. The only ones i wouldn't turn away are my kids. Both
my girls deserve better then i have to give them though. I think my mom would be
happy if i wasn't here anymore. She seems to make everything i do seem small and
stupid. I dont add up to everyones expectations. I think if I disappeared
tonight my kids would be a little down for awhile, but they would get over it.
Besides that they would be in a better position to succeed. No one wants a 35
year old man who hasn't found his place in life. No one wants someone like me to
be friends with. No one wants a loser!
   ----- Original Message -----
   From: beth pittman
   To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
   Sent: Monday, March 28, 2005 12:11 AM
   Subject: Re: [Suicide] Lonely


   do you have trouble sleeping? how long have you turned them away? is there
   anyone you wouldnt turn away? would it make everyone happy and make them
   celebrate if you were now here anymore?
   beth

   >From: "Mike" <Mike81069@...>
   >Reply-To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
   >To: <suicide4@yahoogroups.com>
   >Subject: Re: [Suicide] Lonely
   >Date: Sun, 27 Mar 2005 23:54:14 -0700
   >
   >Beth, im 35, seperated from wife, two kids and nothing else matters really,
   >just that i need friends, but so used to turning them away for so long. I
   >probably dont even matter anymore.
   >----- Original Message -----
   >From: "beth pittman" <nursebetty_1@...>
   >To: <suicide4@yahoogroups.com>
   >Sent: Sunday, March 27, 2005 11:49 PM
   >Subject: RE: [Suicide] Lonely
   >
   >
   >
   >mike,
   >
   >tell me who you are, please. how old, how young, in school, work, wife,
   >and/or when you were 5yrs old...anything, did you know you could pick
   >honeysuckle flowers suck the bottom and taste honey? please tell me a
   >little. i would like to know and would and have the pleasure of reading it.
   >even if you dont reply, im glad i got to email you.
   >
   >sincerely,
   >beth
   >
   > >From: "Mike" <Mike81069@...>
   > >Reply-To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
   > >To: <suicide4@yahoogroups.com>
   > >Subject: [Suicide] Lonely
   > >Date: Sun, 27 Mar 2005 22:56:57 -0700
   > >
   > >What happened to me? I have no friends anymore, I'm not even sure i want
   > >them. I'm lonely, i need someone to notice me, someone to love me and
   > >someone to hold me. Sex isn't even all that important to me
   >anymore...just
   > >to be held and told i'm loved would be enough! No one cares, no one is
   >here
   > >and no one loves me! Life is not all that important to me anymore. I just
   > >wish I had someone who cared about me!
   > >
   > >[Non-text portions of this message have been removed]
   > >
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#11758 From: "beth pittman" <nursebetty_1@...>
Date: Mon Mar 28, 2005 7:11 am
Subject: Re: [Suicide] Lonely 		nursebetty_80
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do you have trouble sleeping? how long have you turned them away? is there
anyone you wouldnt turn away? would it make everyone happy and make them
celebrate if you were now here anymore?
beth

>From: "Mike" <Mike81069@...>
>Reply-To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
>To: <suicide4@yahoogroups.com>
>Subject: Re: [Suicide] Lonely
>Date: Sun, 27 Mar 2005 23:54:14 -0700
>
>Beth, im 35, seperated from wife, two kids and nothing else matters really,
>just that i need friends, but so used to turning them away for so long. I
>probably dont even matter anymore.
>----- Original Message -----
>From: "beth pittman" <nursebetty_1@...>
>To: <suicide4@yahoogroups.com>
>Sent: Sunday, March 27, 2005 11:49 PM
>Subject: RE: [Suicide] Lonely
>
>
>
>mike,
>
>tell me who you are, please. how old, how young, in school, work, wife,
>and/or when you were 5yrs old...anything, did you know you could pick
>honeysuckle flowers suck the bottom and taste honey? please tell me a
>little. i would like to know and would and have the pleasure of reading it.
>even if you dont reply, im glad i got to email you.
>
>sincerely,
>beth
>
> >From: "Mike" <Mike81069@...>
> >Reply-To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
> >To: <suicide4@yahoogroups.com>
> >Subject: [Suicide] Lonely
> >Date: Sun, 27 Mar 2005 22:56:57 -0700
> >
> >What happened to me? I have no friends anymore, I'm not even sure i want
> >them. I'm lonely, i need someone to notice me, someone to love me and
> >someone to hold me. Sex isn't even all that important to me
>anymore...just
> >to be held and told i'm loved would be enough! No one cares, no one is
>here
> >and no one loves me! Life is not all that important to me anymore. I just
> >wish I had someone who cared about me!
> >
> >[Non-text portions of this message have been removed]
> >
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#11757 From: "Mike" <Mike81069@...>
Date: Mon Mar 28, 2005 6:54 am
Subject: Re: [Suicide] Lonely 		michael_in_hell
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Beth, im 35, seperated from wife, two kids and nothing else matters really,
just that i need friends, but so used to turning them away for so long. I
probably dont even matter anymore.
----- Original Message -----
From: "beth pittman" <nursebetty_1@...>
To: <suicide4@yahoogroups.com>
Sent: Sunday, March 27, 2005 11:49 PM
Subject: RE: [Suicide] Lonely



mike,

tell me who you are, please. how old, how young, in school, work, wife,
and/or when you were 5yrs old...anything, did you know you could pick
honeysuckle flowers suck the bottom and taste honey? please tell me a
little. i would like to know and would and have the pleasure of reading it.
even if you dont reply, im glad i got to email you.

sincerely,
beth

>From: "Mike" <Mike81069@...>
>Reply-To: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
>To: <suicide4@yahoogroups.com>
>Subject: [Suicide] Lonely
>Date: Sun, 27 Mar 2005 22:56:57 -0700
>
>What happened to me? I have no friends anymore, I'm not even sure i want
>them. I'm lonely, i need someone to notice me, someone to love me and
>someone to hold me. Sex isn't even all that important to me anymore...just
>to be held and told i'm loved would be enough! No one cares, no one is here
>and no one loves me! Life is not all that important to me anymore. I just
>wish I had someone who cared about me!
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#11756 From: "beth pittman" <nursebetty_1@...>
Date: Mon Mar 28, 2005 6:49 am
Subject: RE: [Suicide] Lonely 		nursebetty_80
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mike,

tell me who you are, please. how old, how young, in school, work, wife,
and/or when you were 5yrs old...anything, did you know you could pick
honeysuckle flowers suck the bottom and taste honey? please tell me a
little. i would like to know and would and have the pleasure of reading it.
even if you dont reply, im glad i got to email you.

sincerely,
beth

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>Subject: [Suicide] Lonely
>Date: Sun, 27 Mar 2005 22:56:57 -0700
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>What happened to me? I have no friends anymore, I'm not even sure i want
>them. I'm lonely, i need someone to notice me, someone to love me and
>someone to hold me. Sex isn't even all that important to me anymore...just
>to be held and told i'm loved would be enough! No one cares, no one is here
>and no one loves me! Life is not all that important to me anymore. I just
>wish I had someone who cared about me!
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#11755 From: "Mike" <Mike81069@...>
Date: Mon Mar 28, 2005 5:56 am
Subject: Lonely 		michael_in_hell
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What happened to me? I have no friends anymore, I'm not even sure i want them.
I'm lonely, i need someone to notice me, someone to love me and someone to hold
me. Sex isn't even all that important to me anymore...just to be held and told
i'm loved would be enough! No one cares, no one is here and no one loves me!
Life is not all that important to me anymore. I just wish I had someone who
cared about me!

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#11754 From: friendsfan212000
Date: Sun Mar 27, 2005 9:46 pm
Subject: growing weaker 		friendsfan21...
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this is it my whole life has been lived with thoughts that things
could get better the hope that there has to be some meaning to this
life I kept saying to myself hold on a little longer I think I loved
one girl in my life she killed herself I loved her I was so young
though and now I keep thinking about that moment did she really want
to die was the pain that great or did she just make a mistake and
when I look deep down inside of me the pain is so real I ask myself
why can't I just do it why is there hope inside of me that keeps me
going when I know the truth the pain is real after all I have been
through after all I seen I tried to love and be happy but I couldn't
feel it back I put on the smile and under it is the hurt and pain
yet I kept going and going and trying only for nothing not knowing
why jsut going because that is the way of life I grow tired of it
every day nothing get better nothing changes this sickness turns
inside of me telling me to just die I must be sick becasue I have
these feelings wanting it all to end wanting to get out of here I
have turned my back on the things that ever ment anything to me and
that wasn't a lot I just know I grow weaker every day I ask myself
has my life ment anything I am no great man I have loved and cared
for people but still I feel nothing becasue there is nothing left
inside me to feel I think words race through my head telling me to
hold on the words I said to the girl but it wasn't enough and I
couldn't bring her back all we have in this world is moments and I
think my moment has long passed.

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#11753 From: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
Date: Sun Mar 27, 2005 6:26 pm
Subject: psychic training, 3/28/2005, 1:30 pm 		suicide4@yahoogroups.com
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#11752 From: suicide4@yahoogroups.com
Date: Sun Mar 20, 2005 6:26 pm
Subject: psychic training, 3/21/2005, 1:30 pm 		suicide4@yahoogroups.com
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