Ok, so my husband comitted suicide in Jan and I went to talk to a counselor and
all she did was make me mad! Telling me to go make a flower garden or find a
nice park to sit in so I could reflect! Really??? OMG That is not what I need
plus I hate yard work!
OK so I was looking on the internet for a "group support" place and I found 3 in
Oklahoma the 2 close to me are no longer doing meetings and the other one is a 2
hour drive away! I mean really!!! I'm so freaking mad right now and upset and
scared and everything else. I want to go sit down look at a group of people
that understand! If they would get the word about suicide out there like the do
drug abuse or HIV then maybe we would have a lot less suicide in this county!
I'm an a higher risk of commiting suicide myself just because my husband did and
there is no one here to help me! I pay my taxes! I guess I need to start doing
drugs or something just so I can talk to a group! OMG sorry guys I'm just
rambling on right now. I will be ok I guess. I'm just so freaking mad today!
Thanks to every who read this.