I live in the hot and humid, sweltering southeast. The central air/heat stop
working correctly yesterday. It's now day 2 and the maintenance ppl haven't
finished working on it yet. So I have to endure another night of unbearable 90
degree+ temperatures and humidity. Last night I bearly slept well. I woke up
this morning feeling somewhat ill. We can't afford to move out of this apartment
right now being that I am the only working full-time. My sister just found her a
part-time job only working a measly two nights a week and well......my mother is
still unemployed. She's recuperated from her work-related injury after a few
months and now is searching for a job but it's not easy.

I am the only one working full-time barely being able to pay all the bills,
rent, plus car insurance and upkeep on two cars, groceries, gasoline, ectera.

I hate my job and I really don't know how much longer I can stay. I get all
sorts of anxiety and I will not let that job boss me around so eventually it's
going to hit the fan.

Why oh why do I keep holding on thinking that things are going to change. I must
be a damn fool......