I am bipolar and two years ago I was geting credit cards like they were
nothing and charged them all to the hilt, my husband does not know (he
was ballistic that the library books were overdue the other day, I
can't tell him). Now, after dodging the creditors and calls at home
(changed number even), they are calling at work to the pint my boss is
asking questions and I feel like i will be fired because of it. Next an
dsoon will come garinshments and court papers. I have a 5 year old and
have tried everythin to stay around for him but now I see no way out. I
have no one to talk to, I have a therapist but cannot seeher as I can't
take my son with me for this. Anyway, it wouldn't help. I have ruined
our lives and see no other way but death. Either way I have hurt and
ruined everyone around me but his way the debt would be erased anthey
would have that peace. I can't go on, I carried on as long as i could.
And yes, I know what an awful person I am for this and how I ruined my
son's life.
Michelle