stacey_schwerin <sschwerin@...> wrote:Hi. I just joined this group.
When I was 15 (I'm now 28), my
boyfriend (to whom I was engaged to) decided to committ suicide.
Talk about having to grow up in a hurry. It completely devastated
me. I lost my first true love in the most heart wrenching way. I
didn't see it coming, he showed absolutely no signs of wanting to
die. I miss him so much and think of him often. I felt extremely
guilty when Adam died, and even to this day I still feel a sense of
guilt. I know that it was his decision but it's still difficult to
come to grips with it. I often dreamt that he staged his suicide and
the body that was found wasn't really his. I want to feel him and
see him just one more time. I want to hear him say "I Love You". I
am now married with two children, however, I feel that I cannot love
my husband as much as I should because a big piece of my heart still
belongs to Adam. I don't want to forget him and I feel that if I
come to grips with this then I will forget him. It's a very hard
thing to get over. And honestly I know that I will never get over it.
Hi...thank you for the sharing....i didn't find any kind of comfort,help or
hope in it,but i guess the fact that you shared it in hopes it could help
somehow will have to mean something. is the message that we really NEVER DO
GET OVER IT???thanks....patrick

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Have a Nice Day ,Patrick & Wendy


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