Hi to everyone in our wonderful group. Especially to our
inspirational Linda and our wonderful and wise Sandy. Whom always
support and take care of not just me, but anyone they can. These two
woman are magnificant and I aspire to be like them. Honestly I do,
because no matter what you go through in both your lives, you are
always there for others. And I wish I could be like that, but
unfortuntalely I have not reached that place in my life at the
moment. But Im trying :-)

Im too busy living in my own little bubble at the moment. Infact Ive
been doing that since the 21st october 2007. And nothing has
improved for me since, its just gotten worse. For those of you that
do not know what Im talking about, I do apologise. I dont want to be
cryptic, just dont want my whole life hung out on the www. if you
know what I mean. But its gotten worse for me, emotionally,
financially and physically now. As my mobility has become very poor
and so one of my legs I can barely walk on, without using a crutch,
and Im going to have to be referred to Orthopaedic for that. Its a
birth defect, both my knees are bad, but since the UC, they got
worse and of course now have OA both knees, but with the extra
walking and having nobody to help anymore, its taken its toll. Ive
decided to try and turn over a new leaf and ascentuate the positive
and something...the negative (thats a song?, if anyone knows the
name of that song and who sings it, I would really appreciate them
posting that up, for me please, as I want to make it like a mantra
and sing it each day..lol..might help me stop feeling sorry for
myself.

It I was to practice what I preach to my 7 nieces and my 1 nephew I
would be okay by now. But I dont..lol..isnt that always the way. Do
as I say, not as I do. Anyways. I just wanted you all to know that
Im around still, here, and am going to try a big try to get back on
track and be who I was before the 21st October 2007. And for those
of you going through bad times and hard times with your health, Im
so sorry that Ive not been around. And I do send my thoughts and
prayers out to you all.

Jules, if you read this, send me an email sweetie, let me know how
you are doing.

Take care and wishing you all, health, peace and happiness.

Sandara