Hi Lloyd,

Once again, I think you need to go to the mainstream SOS email group at
sossaveourselves@yahoogroups.com The journal group is just for venting. Unless,
of course, that's what you're doing! If so, carry on!

Sue

---- Lloyd <leroipayne@...> wrote:
> Hello everyone my name is Lloyd, I am an addict. For Real. I started
> doing ontravenous drugs at age thirteen. Im fourty-five. I have spent
> years in prison and years in pain. I love my family and they want
> nothing to do with me for most of those years. Recently, they learned
> alot more about addictions and we understand and tolerate each other
> alot better these days.I have tried the 12-step method numerous
> (hundreds)of times. Obviously it does not work for me. Im "too smart"
> for that program. Really, I do not accept their perceived "higher power"
> trip and could never with any honesty. I want to live some life while i
> got a little left. I looked on the internet for alternatives to twelve
> steps and found things, said by others, that I've known for most of the
> past thirty years, thank you for being here.
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