Hello everyone my name is Lloyd, I am an addict. For Real. I started
doing ontravenous drugs at age thirteen. Im fourty-five. I have spent
years in prison and years in pain. I love my family and they want
nothing to do with me for most of those years. Recently, they learned
alot more about addictions and we understand and tolerate each other
alot better these days.I have tried the 12-step method numerous
(hundreds)of times. Obviously it does not work for me. Im "too smart"
for that program. Really, I do not accept their perceived "higher power"
trip and could never with any honesty. I want to live some life while i
got a little left. I looked on the internet for alternatives to twelve
steps and found things, said by others, that I've known for most of the
past thirty years, thank you for being here.