--- In sosjournal@yahoogroups.com, "xaviercannes05"
<xaviercannes05@...> wrote:
>
> Good luck friend
>
> Hello,
>
> My name is Xavier but my friends call me either X or X man. This
is
> actually my first time posting a message on any board so it is
> interesting. This is only my 2nd day without alcohol but it is my
> 5,346th time trying to stop. I am hoping that 5,347th time is the
> charm. My biggest enemy I now realize, since I was about 16, was
> denial.
>
> I am one of those people that believe only in things when I have
the
> proof and boy did I ever need proof from myself, that I was, beyond
> any shadow of doubt, an alcoholic. So my experimentation and
> drinking career has spanned approx. 17 years. I do think it is
time
> to retire from that line of "work" :-)
>
> I am actually now feeling better. The last 2 days have been rough,
> with some major detox. I have also had my last cigarette today. So
> I will be detoxing that as well for the next couple days. Wish me
> luck. :-) X
>