Thank you! I will open my own journal for everyone
who would like to write. Thank you!

--- suejgee@... wrote:

> Hello Bellestar,
>
> I'm Sue, and I'm the listowner of SOSJournal.
>
> I appreciate the fact that you're hurting so much,
> and that you feel you need to write out your
> feelings. I feel for you as well.
>
> But, I must tell you, that this forum is meant to be
> secular, not religious in nature. While I respect
> the right and perrogative of every individual to
> practice and embrace their own spiritual and
> religious beliefs, this is a group for people who do
> not connect their religion to their recovery in any
> way -- a concept of self-empowerment as opposed to a
> higher power.
>
> I certainly don't mean to demean your beliefs, or
> dismiss your pain. I know that they are very real.
> So many in recovery struggle daily. I would request,
> however, that in the future, you refrain from
> posting messages that are religious in nature. We
> are secular in focus.
>
> I hope that you find the peace that you seek.
>
> Sincerely,
> Sue (SOSJournal Listowner)
>
> ---- Bellestar Martinez <starzn@...> wrote:
> > Days go by before I can talk to my group. I am
> afraid to call
> > anyone on my support group. I feel I am taking
> away from their
> > time. I have come to write out everything that
> is bothering me.
> > Whether someone reads this or not, is ok. I need
> to express what I
> > am going through. Thank You in advance for
> listening.
> >
> > Lord Jesus, I am so broken hearted. My thoughts
> are consumed by my
> > actions and my sins. I feel there is no hope.
> Help Me, Almighty
> > God for my unbelief. As I continue in my
> recovery, I ask Lord God
> > to bring to me a your choice of a sponsor who will
> help me get
> > through my recovery. I have purchased a
> commitment ring, commiting
> > myself to you Father God for the next 12 months to
> my recovery.
> > Believing you will change me each and every day.
> Thank you for
> > healing my hurts. Giving me the courage to
> accept the things I
> > cannot change, the Courage to change the things I
> can and the Wisdome
> > to know the difference.
> >
> > Thank you Father God, 12 months is not long.
> Your son My Lord Jesus
> > Christ gave up more than I ever could. Your son
> My Lord Jesus
> > Christ shed his blood so I would be made clean and
> be your chosen
> > beloved.
> >
> > Thank You Father God. Thank you for your Holy
> Spirit. Thank you!
> >
> > I love you God
> > I love you Lord Jesus Christ
> > I love you Holy Spirit
> > I love you Bellestar
> >
> > Love Bellestar
> >
> >
> >
> >
> >
> >
> >
> > Yahoo! Groups Links
> >
> >
> >
> >
> >
> >
>
>


One year, nine months, 21 hours, 9 minutes and 33
> seconds. 31994 cigarettes not smoked, saving
> $4,799.11. Life saved: 15 weeks, 6 days, 2 hours, 10
> minutes.









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