Hello Bellestar,

I'm Sue, and I'm the listowner of SOSJournal.

I appreciate the fact that you're hurting so much, and that you feel you need to
write out your feelings. I feel for you as well.

But, I must tell you, that this forum is meant to be secular, not religious in
nature. While I respect the right and perrogative of every individual to
practice and embrace their own spiritual and religious beliefs, this is a group
for people who do not connect their religion to their recovery in any way -- a
concept of self-empowerment as opposed to a higher power.

I certainly don't mean to demean your beliefs, or dismiss your pain. I know that
they are very real. So many in recovery struggle daily. I would request,
however, that in the future, you refrain from posting messages that are
religious in nature. We are secular in focus.

I hope that you find the peace that you seek.

Sincerely,
Sue (SOSJournal Listowner)

---- Bellestar Martinez <starzn@...> wrote:
> Days go by before I can talk to my group. I am afraid to call
> anyone on my support group. I feel I am taking away from their
> time. I have come to write out everything that is bothering me.
> Whether someone reads this or not, is ok. I need to express what I
> am going through. Thank You in advance for listening.
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> Lord Jesus, I am so broken hearted. My thoughts are consumed by my
> actions and my sins. I feel there is no hope. Help Me, Almighty
> God for my unbelief. As I continue in my recovery, I ask Lord God
> to bring to me a your choice of a sponsor who will help me get
> through my recovery. I have purchased a commitment ring, commiting
> myself to you Father God for the next 12 months to my recovery.
> Believing you will change me each and every day. Thank you for
> healing my hurts. Giving me the courage to accept the things I
> cannot change, the Courage to change the things I can and the Wisdome
> to know the difference.
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> Thank you Father God, 12 months is not long. Your son My Lord Jesus
> Christ gave up more than I ever could. Your son My Lord Jesus
> Christ shed his blood so I would be made clean and be your chosen
> beloved.
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> Thank You Father God. Thank you for your Holy Spirit. Thank you!
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> I love you God
> I love you Lord Jesus Christ
> I love you Holy Spirit
> I love you Bellestar
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> Love Bellestar
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