Days go by before I can talk to my group. I am afraid to call
anyone on my support group. I feel I am taking away from their
time. I have come to write out everything that is bothering me.
Whether someone reads this or not, is ok. I need to express what I
am going through. Thank You in advance for listening.

Lord Jesus, I am so broken hearted. My thoughts are consumed by my
actions and my sins. I feel there is no hope. Help Me, Almighty
God for my unbelief. As I continue in my recovery, I ask Lord God
to bring to me a your choice of a sponsor who will help me get
through my recovery. I have purchased a commitment ring, commiting
myself to you Father God for the next 12 months to my recovery.
Believing you will change me each and every day. Thank you for
healing my hurts. Giving me the courage to accept the things I
cannot change, the Courage to change the things I can and the Wisdome
to know the difference.

Thank you Father God, 12 months is not long. Your son My Lord Jesus
Christ gave up more than I ever could. Your son My Lord Jesus
Christ shed his blood so I would be made clean and be your chosen
beloved.

Thank You Father God. Thank you for your Holy Spirit. Thank you!

I love you God
I love you Lord Jesus Christ
I love you Holy Spirit
I love you Bellestar

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