I've been too busy as of late. Learning to merge living with work
and the few family obligations I allow into my life. I'm barely
keeping my mouth above the water line, but I'm doing well with regard
to pushing back the old echo of wishing to drink during these holiday
times. Every now and then, I hear myself rationalizing in a
subconscious voice that it'd be ok to have a little six of those
Bailey's bottles at the next family gathering. And if I'm not
diligent, those words take on shape and form. But I dream then about
the people who matter most to me and their gravity pulls me back to my
clearer mind. Perceiving myself from the persepective of others who
see the me I respect is the tow-rope that leads me on the path I need
to stay on, the one that makes me happy, the journey where I am
myself.
drSue
Friday Dec 17, 2004 4:28 a.m.