Hi,

I just read your message and i have to say that i really hope you are
ok......i know just how you feel, and its no fun is it?

If you still need to talk then write ok... there are people that
care... :-)


Adrian




--- In socialanxietydisordersupport@yahoogroups.com, saddestkitty2005
<no_reply@y...> wrote:
>
> I don't know when my social anxiety first started but all I do know
> is the intense feeling of loneliness this illness leaves you with. I
> am a complete wreck of a human being and am so terrified of my
> future prospects in life that I wake up crying at night coz I'm
> scared the darkness is going to swallow me and nobody'll know I've
> died. My problems are deep rooted and I don't want to bore anyone
> with all of my neurosis, but this illness has destroyed any chance
> of happiness in my life and believe me I am PETRIFIED that it will
> never get any better, that I will not be a normal functioning human
> being with some chance of breaking free.