Hello everyone
I just joined an would like to take a minute or two to talk about
myself. I have been suffering from sad for as long as I can remember.
But it wasn't untill I got out of rehab that I was told what it was!
That was ten years ago before that I thought it was just being shy. I
don't know if they are the same but I know it has always held me
back. I know I could of done more with my life but I always stayed in
the backround! But lattly it seems like it's been getting worst they
have me on effexor 300 mg. I was told this is the highest dose. I am
even nerves to type this now that's crazy as no one even knows who I
am. Forget about going out with someone special I have gave up on
that. Anyways it seems like I settle for who I can get not who I
really want. So hear I sit in front of this computer another weekend
passes. Forget about having a relationship I see others having fun
and it makes me mad. Not at them but at myself for not being able to
do what everyone else can do so easy. I know it's my fault cause I
don't fight it and let it win but it's getting so hard. And it seems
like it runs hand in hand with depression. My question is does anyone
ever get better? Well Thank you for letting me get this off my chest
as this has not been a good day for me. But this looks like a great
group that maybe I can get some information from I pray for us all.
Will