Hello Everyone,
I wanted to introduce myself to the group. I found out about SHARE
from Micaela Brady in my neighborhood and I'm thankful to Micaela.
I finally feel like I found a place where people understand me and
why I'm angry, don't want to go out, socialize or whatever.
I delivered identical twin girls, Zuri and Aliyah on April 19th, but
after complications from cardiac arrest lost little Aliyah on June
25th. I am left to raise Zuri without her twin but still trying to
grieve for Aliyah.
The whole situation has been a roller coaster since I found out I
was pregnant last year because I was very sick in the beginning ,
then as soon as I made it past sickness stage, I was put on bedrest
at 20 weeks. Then hospitalized at 26 weeks and finally delivering at
30 weeks. The girls had a long stay at Northside Hospital's NICU
and only 6 days after Aliyah came home was when everything fell
apart. I still have to put on a happy face to care for Zuri but it
is the hardest thing because everytime, I look at Zuri, I see
Aliyah..I want to heal and need to heal for Zuri, my older daughter
and my husband . But trying to heal hurts...

Shellon
mom to Cyann , Zuri and Angel Baby Aliyah
Cumming, GA