Does anyone else have problems watching things that we used to enjoy like A Baby Story on TLC? I cannot seem to bring myself to watch shows like these anymore. And then I was passing through some channels and stopped accidentally on Maternity Ward. I am almost had a meltdown before I could get to the remote. Even things like TV shows where the story line has a woman going into premature labor ... things like that I cannot deal with. It is like it opens up all the wounds that were healing.

Don't get me wrong please. I am so happy for those that have babies that have survived. But I cannot watch the problems. It has been almost two years for me and I thought by now I would be so much better. I still have my bad days, more lately than good ones. This is most likely due to that fact that the two year anniversary is about a month away. And I want to try and have a baby now more than ever. But, I just want to know if I am alone in feeling this way?

Thank you,
Lil Mama