I really appreciate it!
Maya
-----Original Message-----
From: Kelley Green <kelleyegreen@...>
To: sasubpregsupport@yahoogroups.com
Sent: Fri, Jul 10, 2009 10:12 pm
Subject: Re: [SHARE Atlanta Subsequent Pregnancy Support] New to Group
Hi Maya,
Thank you for sharing your thoughts about both of your babies. Gabrielle is a beautiful name. Congratulations on your current pregnancy. This is a very courageous step forward. I believe you will find some peace during this pregnancy.
Do you have support while you are on bed rest? I like to read and find Karen Kingsbury books very interesting. I started with the Redemption Series and have read 15 of her books since then. Reading and writing have both been very helpful when I am missing my son. Sometimes I think it is difficult to experience conflicting emotions with our unique circumstances. Hang in there--Think Good Thoughts.
Kelley
From: "ayambri@..." <ayambri@...>
To: sasubpregsupport@yahoogroups.com
Sent: Friday, July 10, 2009 6:03:04 PM
Subject: [SHARE Atlanta Subsequent Pregnancy Support] New to Group
Hi Everyone,
I'm new to this group. I lost my son Gabrielle at 17 weeks on 4.17.07 due to multiple uterine fibroids. I am currently 17 weeks into my subsequent pregnancy and am on bedrest until next week.
I feel like I haven't really bonded with this baby and am really concerned if that is normal. Everytime I begin to get a little excited something happens that makes me feel as if this pregnancy won't make it either. And this pregnancy has made me miss my Gabrielle even more. And I begin to have this incredible guilt that just washes over me when I begin to actually enjoy this pregnancy.
Did anyone else experience any feelings like this?
Maya
PS-Oddly enough, I've begun listening to music and singing again and I haven't really sang since Gabrielle died. It actually makes me feel better. And when I sing, every now and then I will feel this baby move.
I'm new to this group. I lost my son Gabrielle at 17 weeks on 4.17.07 due to multiple uterine fibroids. I am currently 17 weeks into my subsequent pregnancy and am on bedrest until next week.
I feel like I haven't really bonded with this baby and am really concerned if that is normal. Everytime I begin to get a little excited something happens that makes me feel as if this pregnancy won't make it either. And this pregnancy has made me miss my Gabrielle even more. And I begin to have this incredible guilt that just washes over me when I begin to actually enjoy this pregnancy.
Did anyone else experience any feelings like this?
Maya
PS-Oddly enough, I've begun listening to music and singing again and I haven't really sang since Gabrielle died. It actually makes me feel better. And when I sing, every now and then I will feel this baby move.