--- In rsdsupport1@yahoogroups.com, "leonard_2480" <QTDs@...> wrote:
>
> As thanksgiving approaches, I have mixed emotions. I am thankful
to all
> of you who have been here for me. Dave..AKA The motivator and his
Gal.
> The first who I bugged the crap out of when I first was DX ( about
2
> years ago) But last year I was in the Hospital with tubes coming
out of
> my backside. Again, greatful I am not there this year, but find
myself
> wishing for betterment still. I find myself grumpy. Grumpy because
I am
> not better. Grumpy because I cant go with the rush of crowds and
fight
> for that last blue sweater (or whatever shoppers this time of year
> fight over) Grumpy because I cant wear ANY pretty shoes. Just a
SUPER
> LOOSE gymshoe.
>
Hi,
I find it hard to believe that I cannot do any of these things
either. I should be grateful for what I do have but I find it real
hard to deal with all these screwed up emotions going through me.