Hi everyone. Sorry I have not posted. between pain and having
a teenager on the computer, it's kinda hard.
I hope everyone is having a good day.
My depression is bad today. My pills are sitting on the table,
and I keep thinking I could take all of them and the pain would go
away. I know I will not take them. I is just scary to have those
thoughts. that is why i am here talking to you guys. keeping
my self busy.
I am grateful for this group. You guys understand what i am going
through. I love my family very much, but they realy don't understand
I sometimes don't know how they put up with me..my husband and
i have been together for 9 years. marries for 3..my problemsw/leg
started 5 years ago and the poor guy still married me.
i think he already made sainthood. even though he truly
understand what i am going though, i realy don't know how he
puts up with me. between the sleepless nights, me crying at
the drop of a hat and the worst for him, our sex life has
suffered. and my poor daughter, she has to help around the
house alot. she will be 14 next week. she always tells me
"mom you should have listened to me and not have the surgery
on your knee". she was 9 at the time.
and the baby of the family "gracie" (our 80 pound doberman)
is always at my side. she just looks at me with her
cute face and seems to say everything will be alright.
well i am going to go for now.
everyone have a good day. you are in my prayers.

Dianne