question if any of you can relate;

I went to see a chiropractor; yet before i went i was pleased with
my body; but i went due to i wanted to learn...

you see, before seeing a chiro i would adjust myself that worked in
allowing me to feel on the left side of upper back;

but what was sad, is when i went to see chiro, he made my left side
of my upper back numb, and also add me other problems like in
makeing my head heavy, in where it was hard for me to look straight,
as i had to look to the ground;

it led me on a chase, to try to get my body back to how it was
before i ever went;

then in my chase, i met this other chiro who solved the head problem
but then led me to have a different problem in where then my head is
to heavy in where it needs to lean towards my left shoulder;

5 years went by in my chase to try to get my body back, and i felt
like as if everyone was blaming me; like as if only; only if i did
this or that;

then one day, i was talking to people on the elevator, and my
neighbor said, he can adjust my neck;

so we went to a chair, and he did so, and it worked for my neck;

he said he learn it from a masuse (sp?)

also i learn how to get my upper back to how it use to be so then i
can feel on my left side of my back; i figure this myself; i can
explain how if your insterested in more detail.

but all i have left now is my low back, in trying to get that back
to how it was; as one chiro gave me problems in that area;

you would think i would ask my neighbor how to do the lower back,
but suddenly as i ask him, he's afraid of me;

but afraid of what?

chiros are afraid of me; and now he;

why?

all i can think of as my nieghbor isnt' a chiro or a masuse (sp?) is
maybe his friend the masuse told him never to do it again, cause
what if i get hurt? his friend who's a masuse lives to far away for
me to see; i wish though my neighbor would allow me to write to his
friend, maybe i will ask my neighbor if i can.

so any ways, do any of you relate with this; so now i am learning
like exploring in even in this group; reading away, in seeing in how
i can get my lower back back to how it was;

this is hard to write, cause it seems so like, so much to write, yet
is it understood;

susie