I really dont know if I am suffering from
depression I know that probably sounds dumb. I know there is
something wrong with me but I havent gone to a doctor yet.
I'm 26 years old I've been married for 6 years to a
wonderful man and we have 3 beautiful children together.
Sounds like I should be happy right? Well that's the
problem I'm happy because I love my family but at the
same time I'm sad and I dont know why. I cry alot over
just about anything. I didnt have a very good
childhood my Grandfather was the only one I felt really
loved me. I lost him 3 years ago and that's when I
started to realize that my mood swings and my anger wasnt
normal I use to blame them on other people but now I
know it's me. I dont want to end up writing a book for
my first post .I guess I was just hoping someone
would understand me because I really feel alone my
husband thinks he makes me unhappy and I'm afraid
eventually If I dont get help I will lose my marriage. My
question to anyone who's listening is, Is anger also part
of depression ? because sometimes I can be so mean
and say the meanest things to hurt my loved ones and
I dont mean to I just say them without thinking.