I am holding onto me, trying to be ok. sometimes
I get so scared, I fight my battle with depression
everyday of my life. Sometimes I cry, and sometimes the
tears just won't come. Some days I can't even get out
of bed, some days I don't want to live. Some days I
am afraid of myself.Afraid of what I might do to try
and stop the pain I feel. The pain that never seems
to go away, the sadness, lonliness.