This stuff never leaves me alone, i have to carry it everywhere i go, i feel
like a alien from another planet half the time, the stares the looks, the
loneliness, it just wont go away, i don't know what to do anymore i am tired of
dealing with it, i feel like i have aged before my time because of it and the
stress, the stress can be unbearable, i just wish sometimes i was on a island
far way from the world and could be at peace with myself, i am so tired of rage