Hello Jack
I enjoyed reading your story thank you very much for sharing it.
However I must disagree with one statement you made. Regarding the
thought of sucide you said "but never had enough nerve to do
anything". The Jack I know is strong, courageous and wise. I think
that Guardian Angels were watching over you because God had bigger and
better plans for you. He brought you into our lives. For that I am
greatful.

We all have had pain in varried forms and lived through it. That
doesn't mean we earned a Get Out Of Jail Free card for the rest of our
lives. But somewhere along the lines what we did earn was the
privlidge of meeting each other, sharing our pain, fears, joy and
sorrows through a Group, BB and Chat Room that you provided.
Now how good is that?
Thank You Jack
Marilyn