I actively started trying to figure out how to cope w/ a partner who survived
childhood sexual
abuse. Mentally, I was trying to figure it out all along but it was around 4 yrs
ago that I took
outward steps towards help/health w/ her.

Four years later there is very minimal change if any. Almost 8 yrs total we've
been together.

Looking at the numbers I feel like a fool for waiting around day after day for
something to be
better w/ her.

It makes me sad. Really sad.