I have posted a few times, but this will be the last i commend all of
those that are riding the wave with there love one who has been
sexually abused. I have been involved in this marriage for a short yet
miserable two years, after the honeymoon it all went to hell. I have
tried therapy and ended up with my own therapist for depression. I
can see how my life would be, i have never loved anyone more then
this women and wanted everything with her, i just cannot condem
myself to a life of misery and loneliness. Am i selfish for doing
this? For putting myself and sanity first, I am getting blamed for all
the pain she has been through and the guilt trips are non stop. I am
afraid that i myself will never be the same, two years of total
rejection takes a toll on a person and now i feel like i will have
trust issues.