<Dear Sarah
I am so very sorry to hear of your loss,
I know how your heart must be feeling,
this group saved me, I lost my daughter Tierney-Rose to PA 5 yrs ago
now, I was 40wks 4 days,it all happened very sudden,

I was reading another of your posts about the Isles in the shops,
I came accross pregnant women all the time as well,
and yes it hurts,I remember my heart beating fast and panic
attacking at the mere sight of a pregnant lady,

Larnie is right you will live again, but forever you'll have that
special place in your heart for your angel, now after 5 yrs i so
wished my angel was with me,it is the hugest loss one can go
through, the loss of a child/baby and I pray god gives you strengh
in this hard time.

((((((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))))))))))
love Dawn x
>
> Hi everyone,
>
> My name is Sarah and I'm new to the site. I've been registered
for
> a few days but had a really hard time trying to compose myself to
> write my story. Firstly, I would like to say that I am truly
sorry
> for anyone who has lost a child, and congratulations to those who
> are currently pregnant.
>
> I lost my son on September 19, 2004 due to placenta abruption.
It's
> been terrible trying to cope. It doesn't feel like the days are
> getting any easier but I don't cry out loud as much as I did when
it
> first happened. He was 24 weeks and born with a faint heartbeat.
I
> still cry to have him back and the closer I get to my due date,
the
> harder it is to deal with. I can't help but calculate how many
> days, weeks or months I would be if I was still pregnant. I was
> looking so forward to the new year, especially January 7 (his due
> date). Now I am dreading the New Year, all my excitment is gone.
>
> I was so shocked to find out that this chatroom existed. I
actually
> found it by accident while researching abruptions on the net. I
am
> hoping that I will be able to speak to those who are willing to
chat
> about abruptions or just want to talk about anything in general.
>
> Take care
>
> Sarah
> sarmaloney@y...