Thanks so much for your kind reply and welcome to the group. I
really wonder if it was placental abruption, because as i mentioned
in my earlier post, i had felt movement in January and i wasn't due
for him until AUgust so it was way to early to feel Colton moving. I
really wish the doctors had paid more attention to my concerns. I
really try hard not to live with what ifs, but yet as a mother, i
have to wonder in the back of my mind that IF the doctors had done
something when I toldhim i felt something was wrong and i was under a
tremendous amount of stress (long story) that MAYBE just MAYBE if i
had gone on bedrest that colton may be alive and with me today
instead of being my little angel watching over us. SIgh, as i said
though, i really do try not to live with the what ifs, the fact is my
baby is gone and it is so hard to live with, thankfully my other
children keep me busy and occupy my time, although colton is near far
from my mind.
HUGS Stacey