Dear Jerry:

This sounds like an emergency, and no hospital should turn you away. You
must seek help right now. While Internet Groups can be stimulating, there is
nothing like immediate attention in your own actual community.

We send our best wishes and will be hoping and praying help is available -
getting on the treatment you need and deserve must come first, and if you do
not have a personal physician right now it is important to get to an
Emergency Room where they can sort out and give assistance. There should be
support available both physical and otherwise - mental and spiritual. Then
later you can pick up the emailing if you wish - and there may be other
posts to you here and elsewhere.

----- Original Message -----
From: "Jerry Adams" <jerryadams45505@...>
To: <pain-in-the-law@yahoogroups.com>
Sent: Tuesday, May 18, 2004 12:58 AM
Subject: [pain-in-the-law] Help


> This is my first time ive ever joined a group but I really need some
> help. Ill start by letting you know about my past. I was in a car
> accident about 15 years ago. I broke my neck at the c1 and c2 then a
> few years back they had to fix c4 and c5. Ive been on a lot of
> medication in the past. A couple of years ago a doctor put me on a
> patch. I was on it about a year when they had to take me off it all
> at once. I thought I was going to die and wished I did while I was
> haveing the withdrawl. Now I see a doctor who prescribes me mscontin
> I went to get it filled and found out that my medicaid has a
> spindown now. I cant come up with the 200.00 dollars they want and I
> cant get the 130.00 the pharmacy wants. I just cant come up with
> that kind of money with our 6 kids. We cant even buy shoes for them
> its just so hard. I know i have enough to last me a couple more
> days. But if i cant find a way to get them i cant go through the
> withdrawl again. I dont want to leave my kids and wife but I have to
> stop the withdrawl somehow the hospital the last time said there
> wasnt nothing they could do to help me. I tried to see someone at
> mentle health today but they had a 6 month wating list. All I do all
> the time now is cry all the time. I cant even find no one to talk to.
> I really dont want to take my own life but I dont know what to do my
> time is running out so fast. Please if there is someone please tell
> me what to do im so confused. Jerry
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