This is my first time ive ever joined a group but I really need some
help. Ill start by letting you know about my past. I was in a car
accident about 15 years ago. I broke my neck at the c1 and c2 then a
few years back they had to fix c4 and c5. Ive been on a lot of
medication in the past. A couple of years ago a doctor put me on a
patch. I was on it about a year when they had to take me off it all
at once. I thought I was going to die and wished I did while I was
haveing the withdrawl. Now I see a doctor who prescribes me mscontin
I went to get it filled and found out that my medicaid has a
spindown now. I cant come up with the 200.00 dollars they want and I
cant get the 130.00 the pharmacy wants. I just cant come up with
that kind of money with our 6 kids. We cant even buy shoes for them
its just so hard. I know i have enough to last me a couple more
days. But if i cant find a way to get them i cant go through the
withdrawl again. I dont want to leave my kids and wife but I have to
stop the withdrawl somehow the hospital the last time said there
wasnt nothing they could do to help me. I tried to see someone at
mentle health today but they had a 6 month wating list. All I do all
the time now is cry all the time. I cant even find no one to talk to.
I really dont want to take my own life but I dont know what to do my
time is running out so fast. Please if there is someone please tell
me what to do im so confused. Jerry