would like to start with a swifty catchy way to express how i'm feeling right
now i realizing as i touch the keys i'm constantly going over and over each
sentence to hopefully get them across.Been on this earth for some time now, 57
yr so far,been living a world of self pity,humilation,
and pretty much everthing else you could do to my mind the would seem sadomistic
to the body yet in my case the mind,the very being of my soul
Denial,allienation of life,distance to loved ones the worst of the many
evil and vile things that i'v done to my life.nope' still can't come up with a
catchy saying,normally i'd be a bit surprized when i have nothing to say being a
gemini always putting our feet in our mouth and still keep on talking.
Probally because it's still so overwhelming,like waking up from an endless
nightmare .PROBALLY NOTHING,THIS IS WAKING UP.
GOING TO CATCH UP WITH MY LIFE AND HOPEFULLY MAKE NEW FRIENDS.
I just a first timer here haven't talked to anyone as of this post but i want to
thank you all for having the care and courage to bring life to each and everyone
out there.Takes a loving,caring and STRONG HEART
to help others hope to meet many your strength will build mine and our strengths
can build others a never ending life .

A little metaphor the turtle is for the representation of coming out,just didn't
feel like a ostrich,and no disrespect down under if this site gets that far,was
a stonethrow away at one time to Australia,
Still kick myself in the ass for not doing so.

Gonna go and see the sun and breath the air feel kinda like a baby and just had
a good ass cracking Life is Beautiful may it caress all your faces with it.s
warmth and glow.Like jonnie storm in the FF4 "imagine that but all over.
bye for now